WARNING: Blood/gore, death, hurt/no comfort
*********
You remembered when you were both trainees, doing a salut as the commander walked up to you, "(L/N), (Y/N), SIR!" You yelled, determined to show you meant business. "AND WHY ARE YOU HERE, LIVESTOCK?!" Your stance didn't falter, "TO SACRIFICE MY LIFE FOR THE GREATER GOOD, SIR!" He looked at you for awhile before moving on, "SUGAWARA, KŌSHI, SIR!" "AND WHY ARE YOU HERE, PIPSQUEAK?!" "TO HELP THIS KINGDOM AS BEST AS I CAN, SIR!" The commander walked away, "YOU'LL MAKE AN EXCELLENT SERVANT TO THE DEVIL, ANGEL HEAD!" He really was an angel, huh?
——————
You remembered the first time you trained with him, accidentally sending him to his ass in the first few seconds. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you!" You walked him to the infirmity for his bruised ass, "It's okay, really!" He laughed as he limped towards the bed, laying on his stomach. "Where's the ice pack?!" You whispered hurriedly to yourself, Kōshi watching in amusement. "Third drawer down, (L/N)." You paused, opening the drawer on the freezer and seeing ice packs, "Oh... heh," You laughed it off with a not-so-convincing laugh, awkwardly walking back up to him and wondering if you had to put the ice pack on. You did, and Kōshi used to always tease you.
——————
You remembered the first battle you had together, the enemy standing on your chest, further restricting you from breathing. Too weak to do anything as you stared at the metal spear, excepting this is how you die and closing your eyes. The weight of the man was suddenly gone as you looked to the side, seeing Kōshi and the man fighting. Kōshi got the upper hand, somehow maneuvering the spear out of his hands and delivering a brutal swipe of his sword to his head, knocking it clean off. Kōshi stood there for a second, catching breath as he seethes his sword. He turned and walked towards you, "Hey, baby. You miss me?" A smile went across your face. Yeah, you did.
——————
You remembered when you were appointed king. Leading the soldiers into battle with an enemy kingdom, killing them until they surrendered. The look on Kōshi's face was priceless as he stood there, dressed in the usual soldier uniform with a pretty smile on his face. He was happy you were crowned king, a natural born leader. After the crowning, you roamed the giant area filled with guest from all over the kingdom who wanted to see your crowning, trying to find your special soldier somewhere in the sea of people. You spotted his gray hair, talking to a group of other soldiers before you came, "Sorry, I'm taking him." You pulled him away and out of the room into the hallways, "Well, hello, king," He snickered, "Hey." You kissed.
——————
You remembered the day a neighboring kingdom threatened cutting of supplies for a disagreement, you don't remember what it was. You don't remember much of that day, but you do remember how pretty he looked when he woke up. His hair in a bed head as he stretched, tears gathering in his eyes from yawning. You couldn't wait to marry him. It was later that day when when you were planing farming strategies for the farmers when a messenger came in, 'A message from the kingdom of dicks!' He said. Not really, but you couldn't bother to remember the name.You remembered how scared Kōshi looked when you declared war on them, you wanted to kiss away his fear. But greed took over. They dare threaten you? The all mighty king? They will pay.
But you were the one to pay, for how selfish you were costed the life of a lover, a friend, family. The tears. Where are the tears? There was none as you saw two soldiers gang up on him, the one behind him getting him through a weak point in the armor. The one in front swing at Kōshi, barely having enough time to react as he held his hands up to protect his face. The sword he was holding fell to the ground along with the hand, still holding on. The sword through his back slid out and went for his neck, a swipe done, and gone his head. You watched as his body fell to the ground, his head resting near.
You won the war. The enemy surrendered after days of fighting, giving up whatever disagreement they made in the first place. You stood there, watching as the blood stained hair on Kōshi's head somewhat swayed in the wind. Clumps formed in the dried blood and you're not even sure you even remember what color his hair is.
You shouldn't of done this, and this is your punishment.
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/333523907-288-k339261.jpg)
YOU ARE READING
Haikyū!! X Male reader
Fiksi PenggemarStole this from tumblr lol I own nothing except the stories