It has been a long time since Shane and I talked. The last time we talked was in the middle of March. Since then we haven't talked to each other. So we haven't talked to each other for more than 2 months. I miss her and I really want to talk to her because I want to know more about her and I might confess my feelings to her by the time we talked, it depends. But I also plan to confess my feelings for her in personal but there are 2 things that might hinder me from doing it. 1. I don't know if she will study in the school next to mine and 2. Even if I know that she will study there I don't know her dismissal time, as far as I know our dismissal time is 5pm because we had our student orientation 2-3 weeks before school days occur. I already feel anxious because I will make a great risk and because she might be mad or something. I have to do something it's a do or die situation. There is a saying that "You don't have to search so hard to find your special someone, It will just pop out of nowhere" and I believe that saying. I know that she might not be my "The Chosen One" but I know if I take this risk I could learn something and It would be an honor to have my heart broken by Shane.
