"I tried thousands of times to get her attention, I still fail to do so. I tried to be strong but it pushed my limit but I still hoped for the best. I don't know what to do! If I let go now I may regret it but I need to endure it. I did everything for Ms.C but still failed. I have many plans, I just need enough courage to do so."
So I tried to get the attention of Ms.C but everytime I try, 2 bad things happen;I either lose the courage to do it or Fear just slaps me in the face. I know that I wasn't her type of dude but this situation happened to me when I was in fifth grade. I am so freakin' confused! "Maybe she will like you back?"; these are the words that runs in my head. I get nervous when Ms.C is nearby but then I regret avoiding her just avoid the pain because it isn't a good reason. I feel happy whenever she is happy and her smile heals the pain the I feel. I should endure the pain because........
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I REALLY LIKE HER! Oh who the fudge am I kidding!? I LOVE HER....
Now by the time Ms.C reads this, I am already prepared for the pain of rejection.
