Its been a week and I haven't talked to Yza yet and my feelings for her started rumbling in my mind. 1/3 of my mind said to me that I should keep on fighting for her, 1/3 of it says that I should ignore her and move on and the last 1/3 is that I should burst all my anger to her. Well, I did all 3 choices so the effects were not bad and not good so its neutral. I ignored her for a week or so and nothing happened. After that I tried to fight for her again but I am losing hope so I pulled off the last thing I got. I said some harsh things to her but I couldn't bear myself trying to hurt the person I like and besides she is a girl and hurting a girl IS against my will. Then I tried fighting for her again and nothing happened so I was hurt but I couldn't stop liking/loving her so I loved her secretly from that time on......
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Author's Thoughts
"Love is like a drug, once you fall you can't get enough even if it hurts you can't stop because it feels good but if you try to forget it, it will become a medicine; a medicine that can cure the pain that you had."
