Diary of a Torpe kid

The big question and The first heartbreak

Now we are in my 3rd grade life, New friends arrived, New problems came but I still managed to overcome it. So now I often talk to Shane because she wasnt my seatmate anymore and some of my classmates knew I had a crush on herd, I don't know how, And of course, I was too shy to talk to her. Then somehow she changed, she never talked to me anymore even if I talk to her nicely and I dont know if I said something bad,and everyday she ignored me. I was hurt in two ways I was hurt because my bestfriend never talked to me again and I was hurt because my crush rejected me. Everytime I would ask myself "What did I do to make her hate me?" And then I got used to the daily deliverance of pain,and I decided to move on and ignore her too. Then one day, I discovered the reason why she ignored me and the reason why she ignored is because she has a crush on another guy named Dave. She could've just told me that she had a crush on somebody else at least in that way it could lessen the pain. My first crush, crushed my heart.