It was 2 days after our monthly examinations. I had an "update" on Yza's feelings for me, Some of Yza's friends said that Yza likes me but for just 5% of her feelings on the other hand Maron owns like 95% of Yza's feelings. After class I went home and went straight to my room after kissing my mom and changing my clothes. I talked to Katrin on FaceBook and I said "Kat, Tell Yza never mind the stupid 5% " While I was talking to Katrin on Facebook I felt sad and I keep telling to myself "Why have I been so stupid?! I tried to make a girl like me when I have no odds of winning her heart" . I felt like something was crushing my chest and I eventually started crying silently, I said to Katrin "Kat, Tell Yza that Im giving up on her!" Katrin was trying to encourage me to continue and after like 10 minutes Katrin said that the "percentage" of Yza's feelings for me started increase. I said "Kat, Tell Yza that she doesn't need to pity me." After a few moments later the percentage went up from 5% to 40% and I was a bit encouraged, I was thinking for super long time if I should continue or not. Then after deciding, I decided to continue to fight for her