It has been 2-3 days since the start of my high school life and I felt a bit incomplete because I still had no connection with Shane. I felt like my insides where hollow because of the sadness. Even though I felt sad I still found happiness in my rain. I met new friends and teachers, they were all kind. We did all sorts of things. Games, activities and even a pre-test. But in the end of the day I tried to listen to some music on my phone but it doesn't feel the same. I realized that maybe I was waiting for nothing, maybe I was waiting for an eternity to end, maybe I was waiting for someone who will never ever love me back. It's all mixed up in my head and the hollow void is consuming me more, the more I force myself. I am just a nerd that no girl will love. I am just a coward. I am all words and no action. I am a loner. I am a sturdy mind but a fragile heart. I am smart in academics yet stupid in love. I am boy with no other half.........
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My drug turned me into a dumb and useless person and dropped me into a void of emptiness.
