Diary of a Torpe kid

What have I done?

It has been a month after discovering the shocking truth. A chain of bad things happened but I dont want to mention all of it. I am just going to mention the 2 bad things that happened. First, Yza had lost interest in me and second, I said some bad things to her because of my anger. The reason why I said bad things is because I felt stupid. Honestly, I am still a bit hurt. During our chat on Facebook I told her "Why did you make me look like a fool!" While saying those words my heart was filled with anger and I continued and said "Why didn't you just told me that you dont like me, I can accept the truth as long as you don't hide it!". She replied "I dont know how to say it you, I am so confused." "Maybe I am the one who is confusing you so don't talk to me anymore" I replied. Finally our conversation ended with a wrong turn.