Torn

Chapter 15

I was sitting in the front row looking up at the boys performing at X Factor. My eyes wandered off to the audience standing in the main open area. There were hundreds of girls, screaming, crying and experiencing the best time of their life just because they had a chance to see 1D from afar. I had a hard time believing that that had been me not even a year ago. Everything had changed. I thought how much it would mean to those girls if they just got the chance to meet one of the boys ONCE. And then there was me, in a relationship with one of them, and I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend in the whole world. Yet I had almost thrown it all away for Harry. How greedy was I not! I had to set a stop for this whatever it was with Harry. But it was something with him. Since that night at the club I just couldn't stop thinking about him. He had affected me like no other guy before. 

The guards helped me go backstage to the boys' dressing room during the intermission. I opened the door and all the boys were in there. Niall smiled when he saw me and picked me up into his arms. He swirled me around and then leaned forward for a kiss, just that sort of kiss that Niall can give. The kind that makes your whole body feel alive. But when I opened my eyes, still in Niall's arms, I could see Harry looking at us. His otherwise green eyes had turned black, he was looking at us with so much anger. When our eyes met, he turned his head away quickly.

Niall put me down and pulled me with him towards a mirror in the room. He was standing behind me with his hands on my waist. Together we looked in the mirror and I could really see how perfect we were for each other. Suddenly his hands were on my shoulders and he hung a necklace around my neck. I could feel the cold silver touch my skin as he was putting it on. I looked down and saw a heart-shaped diamond laying on my chest.

"Now you just have to breath to feel my heart against yours", Niall said and hugged me tight.

My eyes watered and I turned around and looked deep into Niall's eyes. I kissed him like never before and threw my arms around him. I had never loved a person more in my entire life.

Niall and the rest of the boys had to go back on stage and I back to my seat. Niall kissed me one more time before he and the boys walked through the door. Last out was Harry. On his way out his hand touched my waist. It may have been by mistake but it made my whole body want him. I couldn't understand how Harry could do that to me. He had me under his spell just by a touch and there I was back in the difficult situation. Harry or Niall?