Torn

Chapter 23

Niall opened the door wearing only pajama pants. He looked sexy with them hanging loosely on his hips revealing more than just his belly. He took my breath away before he even said a word. He looked at me like he was studying me as if to see if I had changed since the last time we saw each other. He ran his fingers through his hair and put his bottom lip between his teeth.

"You came, you actually came", Niall said as if he was trying to convince himself that I was actually there for real.

We stood there for a while, each one of us on separate sides of the open door, not sure what to do or to say, just enjoying seeing each other for the first time since what felt like forever. Suddenly Niall broke the silence by walking towards me. He put his hands on both sides of my face to keep me where he wanted me before running his fingers through my hair. He grabbed it and leaned my head back, turned my face upwards, bringing it closer to his lips.

Just by his touch I started to breathe faster and I almost felt dizzy. I closed my eyes and let my feelings take over. I felt his lips against mine, oh how I had missed those lips. He pressed his body against mine, pinning me to the wall, using his lips as his tongue slowly found its way into my mouth, taking over my body, taking over my mind. He kissed me so passionately I almost forgot my own name. All I could think of was his body. All I wanted was Niall.

He lifted me up against the wall, preventing me from falling by pressing his legs against me. His lips left mine and went further down to my neck. I leaned my head back and felt every kiss and every bite make me want to scream from pleasure. He stopped and just looked at me.

Still holding my body in his arms he carried me away to the bed where he carefully let me down. He unzipped my jeans and let both his and my pants fall to the floor. He started to kiss my belly leaving small marks which showed where he had been. Niall worked his way up, kissing every part of me until he found my lips again. He took my hands in his and pulled them up over our heads and slowly made me forget every fight we had ever had as he filled my body with his.

I laid in Niall's arms, feeling his still wet body against mine, as we felt our heartbeats slowly return to normal again. He had a strong grip around me as if he was afraid I would leave. With his nose tangled into my hair he breathed cold air onto my neck making my body tremble. I turned around to see his face and he slowly opened his eyes one at a time. A smile grew on his face as he saw me.

He leaned forward giving me a gentle kiss before opening his mouth and with a strong voice saying: "Don't you dare hurt me again, Ash, because I can't stand being without you ever again."

  Then he hugged me tight, making sure I was still there and making sure I wasn't leaving.