Torn

Chapter 4

The next hour went by faster than any hour had ever done. In one hour Niall had explained everything. That's how long it took for it to sink in. It actually wasn't his fault. The management had told Niall that he couldn't have a girlfriend. Yes, that's right. A grown up man wasn't allowed to make decisions about his own life. That's what showbusiness can do and it's terrible. Niall told me how hard it had been for him. That every second of every day he had thought about me. But Niall had signed a contract in which he agreed to be single the entire year of 2012. The management thought One Direction would lose too many fans otherwise. Niall was secretly here at my house. Nothing had really changed. He couldn't be seen with me for six more months. But we both decided we couldn't be without each other. We didn't want to wait six months. Niall was going to talk to the management and until then we were going to see each other, just secretly. I didn't care so much at that moment, the only thing that mattered then was that Niall and I were back in each other's arms. I had my prince again.

After the talk in the car we decided to go inside, to my house. My parents were gone for the weekend so we had nothing to worry about. When we stepped out of the car, Niall held his arms around me and pressed me towards the car. He kissed me the way that only he can, the way that makes my whole body feel alive, makes me feel that it doesn't matter if the whole world ends that night, just as long as this kiss never does...

Niall kissed me, softly and gently, but ended off the kiss with biting my lip making me crazy, wanting more, more of him. Everything was perfect at just that moment. He and I, all alone in my house. Right at that moment we had nothing to worry about.

The whole night had passed in what felt like an instance. We had spent the entire night wrapped in each other's arms, getting to know each other. Talking, laughing and kissing. When we saw that the sun started to rise, Niall came up with the idea that we should take a morning dip in the ocean. I lived just four minutes away from the beach and it's so hard to say no to Niall so I agreed to it. We didn't have to worry about paparazzi because it was so early nobody would be awake.

We walked down to the beach. When we got there, we stripped down to our underwear. At first I didn't want to go into the water, it was so cold. But Niall thought I was silly and lifted me up, carried me into the ocean. Further out where the water was deep he let me down into the freezing water but was still holding his arms around my hips. He dragged me close to him, kissed me and his hands were exploring my body. 

The water was so cold I convinced Niall to carry me back to the beach. While carrying me he kissed me the whole way back to the beach, making me feel so special, making me feel like his princess. 

While the sun rose, we laid on the beach, looking at the sun, skin touching skin. Niall took my hand and intertwined our fingers. While holding my hand, he said: "Never let me go, never let me be without you again..."