A Change For The Better (Human AU)

Confession - Chapter 12

Luz POV

After a while of waiting, Amity didn't come out of the shower. I was worried, to be honest. So I did what I had to do. I opened the door, and when I did my face was a hot mess. Amity was naked... like I could see everything. Oh, Jesus. I and this girl aren't even together yet! I closed my eyes and reached for the door. Amity just grabbed my arm. "Open your eyes." Amity said. What was she saying? "W-What? I can't do that!" I whisper-yelled. I could feel Amity's grip become stronger. "Is it because I'm ugly..? Is that the reason why" Amity said. I could hear the hurt in her voice. Did I do something wrong?

"Blight? Are you okay?" I asked confused. "You don't want to see me because I'm disgusting right...?" she said. "Huh? Amity I never said that-" I stopped. "Why won't you open your eyes then." she spoke. God Amity. "I don't think I'd be able to think correctly." I said. Amity and I aren't even dating. If I saw her like this I'm sure it would be weird for both of us. "Open them." she said. This time it was demanding. "I- Amity..." I felt a lump in my throat as I slowly opened my eyes. There she was. Standing there with her hands behind herself. My face was red I could tell. "Do you like it.?" Amity whispered. I stood there mindlessly. Examining every inch of the girl.

"Y-You know when you look It makes it embarrassing. God this was so stupid." she said reaching for her shirt. I grabbed her arm and pulled her close to me. Amity... "You're perfect Blight. You're the most beautiful person in the world to me. Before you, I felt like I was worthless." I blurted out. Amity stood there for a moment while I was hugging her. It was awkward but I didn't really care. "Luz..." she whispered. "Don't ever tell yourself that you're not. Don't ever try to convince someone that you're pretty when the truth is that you're the most beautiful girl ever. Don't ever feel self-conscious about yourself." I ranted on.

Jesus, it makes me so pissed that Amity thinks she's ugly.  "Why are you doing this for someone you aren't even with? I feel so selfish right now." Amity whispered. I could feel tears coming down her face. "Luz, you don't even know me! You're just trying to make me feel special. Is this a joke, are you messing with me!?" Amity yelled as I felt her tears going down her face.

Amity POV

Why do I always start arguments? What Is wrong with me? I'm so self-centered, I hate myself. "If you think I'm fucking with you then maybe you are selfish!" Luz yelled at me. "Oh really?! Says the girl who literally makes fun of me 24/7! Are we even friends!?" I yelled back. Luz stood there for a second. "Well, maybe I don't want to be your friend anymore" Luz said backing up. She looked serious... did I just fuck things up again. God, I want to kill myself. "Maybe I want to be more than friends." Luz whispered. "What did you say?" I asked. Did she say what I think she said. "I want to be more than friend's Amity." Luz said as she started crying in sync with me.

"You heard me damn it! I love you so much and I hate making you sad." she said while rubbing her tears with her shirt. Luz... Oh my god. This must be a dream. My crush confesses to me while I'm naked in her bathroom. Weird setting but it doesn't matter. I stood there still. "There. Are you happy now? Jesus this is so awkward, I'm leaving now" Luz rubbed her eyes and headed for the door. I quickly ran up to her and hugged her from behind. It felt weird hugging a tall person this way but it was comfy. "Please don't turn around or I'm literally gonna cry." I said. I'm pretty sure my voice cracked in that sentence as well. Luz and I stood there for a few moments. I finally took a breather and spoke "Luz, I love you so fucking much. I can't truly explain how much I love you. Ever since you came into my life things have been so amazing." I paused for a moment.

Luz wasn't saying anything but she was listening. "I've been having fun and even made real friends because of you. I've never had the chance to meet a person so forgiving and nice to me so it's hard to act right. Your patience is amazing, I know I'm really annoying but I'm glad you put up with that." I said. "You're not annoying... You're just still trying to process having new experiences, Ames." she said. I could tell she was smiling. "Luz can you just please kiss me and tell me that you love me." I said.

Luz POV

A while later we calmed down after processing that we were dating then went downstairs. After all that stupid stuff happened in my room I realized we were hungry as dog shit. "Do you eat waffles?" I asked. "I'd probably eat anything if you made it" Amity laughed. When we got in the kitchen Willow and Hunter were in there eating cereal. "Had fun up there lovebirds?" Willow said taking a bite of their cereal. "Lovebirds?" Amity looked confused. 

"Dude Vee had to go upstairs because she dropped her charger in your room and when she was about to knock she told us that you guys were doing the 'naughty' or something." Hunter said also taking a bite. Amity and I looked at each other with the same embarrassed look on our faces. "So you guys are together no? I mean if you lie I could just tell mom that you and Amity were having se-" I cut him off. "Yeah, we're dating now..." I laughed. The two looked at me with shock and they both dropped their spoons. "HUH!?!" They said simultaneously. "What? You knew right?" Amity asked. "I just made that up..." Hunter said. "No way." Willow covered her mouth. "WHAT?! OH YOU BITCHES-" I yelled.

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