Charlie's POV
Louis stares at me in shock and I don't know whether to laugh at his reaction or die of embarrassment.
"So that hotel kiss? That was your first kiss? The first time you have ever kissed anyone?" He asks.
I nod.
"I am the first person you have ever kissed?"
I nod.
"And how old are you? Eighteen?"
I nod.
"Then what the hell have you been doing all your life? You recently had your first kiss and you have never had--"
"Louis." I warn him.
"Oops," he chuckles "you know what I mean though."
"Yeah, guess I have been saving it for the right time," I sigh.
"Saving what? Your first kiss or your--"
"Louis!"
"What? You're going to hear it sometime! Do you not like those words?"
I shake my head and he rolls his eyes.
"Square," He laughs and I swat him.
"Anyways, I was talking about both," I tell him.
"So I was special enough for you to waste your first kiss on?" He raises an eyebrow and I shake my head.
"It wasn't a waste unless you were a bad kisser. And you kissed me."
"Actually, Charlie, I was leaning towards you. You actually asked me to kiss you. So I did."
"Before you decided to run away from me.." I frown at the sad reminder.
Louis plays with his fingers instead of responding. I glance at him a few times in hopes of him saying something but he hasn't even looked up yet.
"I didn't want to run away from you.. I had to stay away from you. Although I'm doing a pretty shit job at that because here you are," Louis gestures his hand towards me and I shrug.
"I like this," I smile and whisper to myself.
"What?" He asks.
"These small conversations. When you actually talk to me. I like that."
"I always talk to you don't I?"
"No."
"Yes I do. More than I've spoken to anyone else anyways. Consider yourself lucky."
"Why are you so closed up?" I can't help but ask, I'm sure I've asked before. But I need a real answer.
"Because feelings can suck ass," Louis spits and I cringe but laugh at his little attitude.
"Uh do you want to.. maybe.." Louis stutters and holds his inked arms up with redness taking over his beautiful face.
"What?" I giggle.
"Don't make me say it.." he whines.
"What is it?" It can't be what I thought he wanted to do, he wouldn't be afraid to admit it.
"It's stupid.."
"Louis, what do you want?"
"Well I uh.. no. It's not a very masculine thing.."
"Louis!"
"What?"
"Tell me!"
"The thing.. where you hold another person and like just sit there.. it's stupid actually.."
"Cuddling?" I ask, a small smile appearing on my face.
His silence speaks for itself and I giggle and crawl to his arms. He lightly tackles me down next to him and holds me as I do the same for him.
"You like cuddling?" I ask him and he sighs and closes his eyes.
"Don't mess with me, Charlie."
"I'm not," I smile and put my hand up for surrender but Louis pulls them back down "I think it's cute."
"I don't want to be fucking cute. Yes, I fucking like cuddling but I never get to--"
"Because you have a big ego."
"I hate you," he groans but I see his hint of smile.
We both don't say anything and just take time to enjoy each others embrace. Louis begins to doze off to sleep. I try my best to go to sleep as well, forcing my eyes away from Louis' face. I hear mumbling come from Louis and I poke him lightly, hoping it wakes him since he isn't in deep sleep yet.
"Hmm?" He hums.
"Did you say something?" I ask.
"I sleep talk," he smiles and I nod. He closes his small oceanic eyes and I just lay there, admiring him.
The door jiggles and my heart stops. What if my father came to get me? What if Aubrey flew over to see Louis?
The door opens and Harry enters the room with.. Madison?
"Ooh, are we interuppting anything?" She smirks.
One of the boys have actually spotted Louis and Charlie! And aw, Louis likes to cuddle haha! My chapters have literally been crap due to end of the year school work. They will get better when summer starts and I have time. And they are usually decent on the weekends. So yeah, maybe you guys should comment¿? Lol love you guys x
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FanfictionInnocent 18 year old Charlie Valentine goes on a trip to New York to reconnect with family. The trip that triggers her journey with 19 year old asshole, Louis Tomlinson.