Chapter 19

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Charlie's POV

I pull Louis closer to me and he doesn't pull back. Instead he just kisses me harder. His swollen lips taste like strawberries which I don't understand but I couldn't love it more.

"Charlie.." he whispers in between kisses and gently pushes me back so I am on my elbows and he is leaning over me.

I can't let this continue. As much as I enjoy the thought of kissing Louis all day, I know this isn't real and he is probably just "bored." I shouldn't entertain him because I will feel very low later.

"Louis.." I whisper.

"Hmm?" He hums.

"I should probably go.."

He stares at me intensely before nodding and standing to his feet. I stand quickly before guilt washes over and I end up staying. I rush for the door not planning to say bye or anything because I didn't realize how awkward the moment after kissing Louis would be.

Louis says nothing as I rush out. Once I'm out in the hallway, the guilt finally takes over. So much is going through my mind right now. Was Louis possibly drunk and just lying about it? Did he intend to kiss me before I asked him to? Does he feel the same toward me as I feel towards him right now? How do I feel toward him right now? I mean I always found him very attractive but would I say I like him now?? How will my father feel if he found out about Louis? What would Jackson...

JACKSON.

I HAVE A FUCKING BOYFRIEND ALREADY OH MY FUCK.

Dump him. I have to dump Jackson. I just cheated. I don't even deserve him.

I am dialing Jackson's number in seconds as I walk outside of Louis' hotel and begin to head towards home.

"Hello?" Jackson picks up.

"Hey! It's me, Charlie! What are you doing?" I ask. I shouldn't be avoiding my situation, he needs to know.

"Come down to the store and you'll see," Jackson tells me and I nervously smile even though he can't see me.

"Oh okay. On my way. Bye."

Louis' POV

What the fuck did I just do?

I just fucking made out with Charlie.

That's what I did.

This can't be a habit. Flirting with Charlie and then making her feel like a bitch. She is one, but I don't have to make her feel like one.

I should just avoid her. I promised I would stay but I know she doesn't want me to stay. She was just longing for a kiss. I don't blame her, I was longing for a fucking kiss too. I still long for a kiss and more, but I'm trying to ignore that right now. Should I long for her? Hell no. Am I longing for her? Hell yeah.

I grab my phone and instead of smashing it into a wall, I decide to call one of the boys. I've avoided all of their calls and texts since we got into New York so now is a good time to answer. Maybe answering their questions will help me answer my own.

"Louis!? Damn it where have you been??" Harry immediately starts yelling through the phone.

"Well hi to you, too," I chuckle.

"No Louis, I'm not fucking kidding. Where have you been?"

"I flew to New York."

"You fucking did WHAT?" Zayn's voice now booms through the phone and I can hear everyone wrestling and arguing in the background.

"I'm in New York. I got on the plane and came here."

"Put it on speaker!" Liam yells in the background.

"Where's that girl?" Niall asks me once I'm on speaker.

"New York."

"So you guys decided to fucking elope to New York with no explanation whatsoever. Fucking bastards.." Harry sighs and I almost lose my shit but since I did avoid them since I left, I'll keep calm. For now.

"Who the hell said we eloped? I just decided to be nice and take her to New York, where her family was. And don't call her a fucking bastard."

"Well excuse us for being pissed at the people who we tried to help but decided to rush off with no warning," Liam scoffs.

"You're excused."

I hear them all mumble a smartass comment under their breaths but I decide to not call them out on it.

"When are you coming back?" Niall asks, sighing in defeat.

"Tonight."

LOUIS IS FLYING BACK TO ENGLAND WHAT THE HECK????? And Harry, Niall, Zayn, and Liam are back yaaaaaay! I missed them. What's Charlie gonna do about the Louis/Jackson situation¿? And this is the first time I did Louis' POV! Woooo! Haha anyways love you guys x
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