Chapter 48

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Charlie's POV

My head is spinning, my cheeks are turning red, my eyes grow wide and my mouth is just speechless. Louis just said he was in love with me. In front of the boys. He never even said he loved me when we were alone. This is the very first time that Louis Tomlinson said he loved me.

Louis just said he loved me.

"W-what..?" I choke.

My mind has went blank and I feel the room getting smaller. All I can clearly see right now is Louis.

"I am in love with you. I have been wanting to tell you.. I never knew how. I told you that day when Harry and Madison walked into my room actually.. but you didn't hear me. Nor did I really want you to hear me. I hate love, Charlie. That's why I have been avoiding it. But I would do the things I hate because I love you."

The boys are staring at us in shock. They have turned the tv off and focused all of their attention at us. I don't blame them, Louis has acted like I was this stranger bitch in front of them until now. Now he says he loves me?

"Do you love him too..?" I hear Harry ask suspensely.

Everyone turns to Harry.

"What? No one is saying anything," He defends himself.

Everyone turns back to me and I look down away from their intense stares.

"I love you too, Louis.." I whisper.

I was very hesitant about my answer because I didn't know if Louis was honest or just doing this for show but the way his eyes light up once I give my answer tells me that it's true.

Louis truly does love me.

Louis' POV

I wasn't planning on telling her that I loved her. I planned on telling everyone that I slept with her.

What I said wasn't meant to be said now. But I don't regret saying it at all. I really do love her. I knew I loved her when I caught her sleeping in the blue chair outside the house. The way she was smoothly breathing and how soft her skin looked. She was absolutely beautiful. And I wish I realized it before.

She stands up and walks to my room. I glare at the boys, daring them to tease me about this. They all look away and I walk back into the room.

Charlie is laying sideways on the bed. She is drawing small circles with her fingers on the side of the bed and she doesn't acknowledge me walking in.

"Louis," she whispers without looking up at me.

"Hmm?" I hum.

I take off my shirt and walk over to the bed beside her and lay down on my back. She turns over to face me and I glance at her.

"If you really loved me.. why do you treat me the way you do? You don't act like you love me.."

"I didn't want to love you. I don't want to love anyone. I genuinly do not want to love. But I can't help that I love you," I sigh.

"How do you know that you love me?"

"Can you just accept the damn fact that I fucking love you?"

She stares at me offensivly and turns back around so her back is facing me.

This is why I don't want love, it's fucking annoying. All these damn questions.

"Goodnight asshole," she mumbles and pulls the covers up on her body.

Her body.

"Goodnight."

Louis POV because I haven't done it in a while. Comment what you thinkkk. Love you guys x
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