FORSAKE | Kookjin

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Jungkook

"I need to go back," he tells them, after cooling himself down in the bathroom. He made sure his eyes returned to normal.

"What? Why?" Jimin asks.

"I think I am gonna get my rut," he croaks out. He planned to lie, but knowing the party, they would simply ask him more questions.

"Shit, " Yoongi quips. "It will be unsafe though. Just have your rut here."

Jungkook shakes his head, wanting to tell his brother that this is the last place he should be. "No, I'll just drive. I need to take my car, though," he says. He looks conflicted knowing that Yoongi and Seokjin arrived with him.

"Just have it here, you can take our room," Jimin tells him. "We are leaving Monday anyway."

"Or, take mine and Seokjin's," Yoongi says.

"I am gonna leave," he gives everyone a pointed look. "I am not gonna stay here in this state with all of you." Sure, he sometimes spent his rut here in the lake house. But that was alone. Not with all of them. Especially Seokjin, whose scent is driving him up the walls and if he stays back any longer, who knows what his alpha will do in front of the rest of the guys considering that it had just learned that they were mates. Seokjin was not his, and as far as the omega knew, his alpha was Yoongi.

"Just take suppressants and blockers again," Yoongi says again.

Sighing, he runs a hand through his hair, resisting the urge to smack Yoongi for the suggestion and well...for many things.

"I'm gonna go," he reports, walking around the living room to gather his things. His mind was not working as he looked around in confusion. "And I am taking my car."

"It's not safe for you to go alone. Maybe I should go," Hoseok suggests.

"No." Funny how both Yoongi and he speak simultaneously.

"I don't need a babysitter," he tells the omega. "I'm going straight to my place."

"There's no need for you to go with Jungkook," his brother explains. "He's in rut. It won't be safe for you."

"I'm not feral," he responds to Yoongi. Sure, he could be. All alphas could turn feral, but rarely has he heard it happen outside his work. The most common occurrence would be the alphas who were nearly rejected, or lost mates, or unable to control themselves during their ruts due to stress. He never had to face that himself though, and he prays he doesn't, because his stress level seems to be too high. Huffing, he moves, letting the rest speak and offer him unhelpful advice, scanning around for his things and packing.

Hoseok glares. "I can go. Plus, I should leave anyway. I left a lot of things that I will need fixed for school. A lot of assignments. It will also make sense for me to go since Jungkook might end up not being in his right mind in the middle of the road."

If his head wasn't hurting so much and if he hadn't been getting stomach cramps, he would have enjoyed and loved the look Yoongi gave. But he has no time to revel in that. He had no time listening to them fight either. He turns, "Sure, Hoseok hyung can come then. You can drive me, hyung." It was a way to anger his brother and it made him feel good when he noticed Yoongi's angry face.

"I don-"

"Okay, Jungkook-ah, go to the car. I'll bring my car."

Nodding, he walks off, ignoring his brother's protests and Hoseok's responses to the other Alpha.

Taehyung followed him to the car, asking him if he was okay, to which he simply nodded and shut his eyes. He felt tired, exhausted, angry, heated, frustrated, and fucking needy. Why was Seokjin's face still showing up? He groans, slamming the doors shut after he throws his bags. "Jungkook, you gonna be okay? What happened? Did you tell Seokjin or something?"

"No, why the fuck will I tell him that? He's with Yoongi." Not for long, his brain reminds him. Still, he felt ashamed. Guilty. Crazy to even think about Seokjin who is and was with his brother; the omega who came all the way to busan to meet his family; the omega who clearly loved his brother, asking and longing for the other man despite said man nearly drowning him.

"Are you planning then just to ignore this and Se-"

"Yes, so Taehyung please let me do that." He opens the passenger door, getting in. "It's for the best."

"You think he's never gonna find out."

He scoffs. There was no way the omega would even find out, as long as he did not take off his shirt anymore and flaunt his mark (and he won't). A mark: the neat little red heart with a specific date written in black (the time he first met the omega in the airport) on his left pec, one he is sure Seokjin similarly carried. Clearly, the omega was oblivious because the model didn't seem to notice the mark the last times he's seen him half naked. Thankfully, he had tattoos, which would have offset his mark and prevented Seokjin, or rather anyone, from recognizing. "He won't, I'm sure of it."

He ignores Taehyung's wilted and concerned face and bids the artist goodbye when Hoseok walks in, taking a seat in the driver's seat with a tight-lipped.

When they start to drive away, all Jungkook can think about is the mess brewing among all of them, think about Seokjin's crying face. Inhaling, he freezes, recognizing the faint smell of Seokjin's scent. Relaxing into the seat, he lets it calm him down.

"You okay?"

"Huh?" Jungkook turns to the omega. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?" Then when there was no response, he asked, "So, you and hyung, again..."

"Sorry, it was terrible of me. Of us. We shouldn't have done that. Not when...not when Yoongi already has an omega. " Hoseok had fisted the wheel, turning white.

"Are you guys planning to..."

"I, we don't know. It happened all of a sudden. One minute, I was comforting Yoongi, and next we kissed. This was what I was afraid of, Jungkook!" Hoseok glances at him before turning his face once again to the road. "I...I still love him but I can't...." he whispers out. "Yoongi said to give him time. Maybe I should just pretend that did happen. Because he has Seokjin, you know. And they are together."

"and hyung told you that he loved you too..." Blinking slowly, he faced Hoseok, who now looked close to crying.

"He has Seokjin. Oh god, I feel so bad, Jungkook. We shouldn't have done that..."

He kept quiet, knowing he agreed.

They drive god knows how long, where in between, he adds some extra blockers and suppressants to his mouth while Hoseok takes breaks to use the bathroom. As agreed, despite many disagreements in the middle of the road, Hoseok drops himself off to his place.

The omega leaves, but not without giving him a hug, apologizing about having to see the kiss and putting him in tough spot.

It;s a miracle he makes it when he drives himself to his own flat after Hoseok gets out. Getting into his flat, he throws his bags onto the floor, and takes off his garments. The smell of Seokjin attached to his clothes penetrated through his skin. He quickly wraps a hand around his cock, which ached too much, too much for him to keep him sane any longer.

The pills could only do so much, right?

He slid his hand up and down with rough strokes, wanting to get off quickly. He stroked and stroked, picturing Seokjin's eyes, nose, ears, his mouth and groaned. Fuck.

He pictured his cock sliding into the omega's tight heat, pictured the whimpers and moans, and the many "please, please, please". He imagined many calls to his name, many "Jungkook, Jungkook-ah!" Stroking quicker, he shut his eyes, mouth unintentionally falling into the same hurried rhythm. Seokjin, seokjin's moans, seokjin's slick filled hole, which is where he wanted to shove his cock in, and he wanted now.

Shutting his eyes, he lets out a grunt, not stopping at his strokes. Several more, each faster by the minute, before he groans. He comes, splattering on top of his bed. And to whose image did he think of? Seokjin's. The boyfriend of his brother. Collapsing, as his knee gives up, he shudders, hand pumping to release all of the hot cum into the ruined bedsheets. The only thing, or rather person, he kept on thinking of was Seokjin.

It was just the beginning, so sighing, he lets his mind take control. Mind oblivious to the numerous,, numerous images of Seokjin floating around the place.