Married By Mistake ♡ Lewis Hamilton

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♬ Is this gonna happen?
Been waiting and waiting for you to make a move
Before I make a move ♬

Abby Hewitt POV

I was not feeling okay. As soon as I got into the shower I started crying. I was kidnapped, and I was kept in a dark room for what I have been told were 2 days. I refused to eat and I drank the minimum, I didn't know if they would try to poison me or whatever. I thought about all the types of ways they could kill me. I couldn't sleep, my body is in pain and as soon as I saw Lewis I felt relief. I was happy he was fine, I was pleased nobody got to him.

But I was so broken. I got to that hospital and I learned that I lost our baby, a baby I never knew was inside me. The doctor said it was too early and it was probably the life-threatening situation. I had to take medication to make sure the baby was successfully removed before it could cause me any harm. I was destroyed that I lost him, I should've known I was pregnant, 3 months should've been noticeable. I was negligent and now I lost it.

"Are you okay? You've been there for an hour, you should order something baby" I hear Lewis say after knocking on my door.

"I am done now" I say rolling the towel around my body and drying myself. I put the pajama on and go to the bedroom where Lewis waited with dinner on the table.

"We can talk when you feel ready to do it" He says when I sit down and I nod.

"Maybe tomorrow or a bit later. I'm still processing it all but I know you are here for me and your family too. I am not alone, I still haven't interiorized that this happened. Not many people think they will get kidnapped in their own house" I say messing around with my food, which I know is childish.

"I love you, you can feel whatever you want and it will be understandable, I am here for you baby, I never thought this could happen. I wish I had thought ahead, I would've done anything in my power to stop it. I wish I had thought about extremes, I could've prevented it and I will spend whatever it takes on security and therapy and whatever you need. I'm here for you darling" He says very seriously.

"I love you, Lewis. But I can't lie to you. I didn't know how to tell you" I say and he looks worried. He puts everything down and is honestly scared.

"What happened? Please, don't leave me because of this. I will do whatever it takes. I will step out of the spotlight, I will leave my career. I will be by your side 24/7. I love you, you are my priority now, you are the most important part of my life now" He says basically panicking.

"No. I am not going to leave you. I- Lewis. I had a miscarriage. I didn't know I was pregnant, I didn't hide it. I wanted that baby so much and it's breaking me. Every time I see the blood or spotting it feels like I'm there all over again" I say and I find myself sobbing in the middle of it. I couldn't even see his reaction.

"Fuck. I'm so sorry baby. He would've been loved by both of us, I want you to know that. And I will be here for whatever you need. I know you are going through it deeper than me and I know you will need help and I will give it to you" He whispers while holding me as tightly as he could and I felt good.

"I love you, I won't leave you. I felt so guilty when I knew but I know it's not my fault. I know I would've loved him and I was nervous this would be relieving for you because of the season. I want to have a family with you" I say and he nods while calming me.

"I would never feel relieved that you lost our baby, I want it all with you, especially a family. I want babies and everything we deserve. If you want to have a baby we will have it. Just let yourself recover from this, let's not rush this and we will be fine. I would never react positively to you losing a baby. I will do anything for you, anything" He whispers as I got relaxed in his arms.

"Can we just stay inside for a few days and then we can try to get back to going out and buying a new condo?" I say getting up from my chair and he smiles.

"We can do that but you will have to eat something first. I have to make sure you feed yourself, don't let this justified depression get to you and cause you physical damage. You can eat just a little but eat something please" He says and I sit down once again.

"You are right" I say eating a little bit of what was on my plate and drinking a lot of water because I've been doing it since I got to the hospital.

We went to bed and we were cuddling and watched tv the whole day. I felt relaxed and I was feeling less depressed. Lewis was clearly sad over it. He felt guilty, it couldn't have been prevented. Nobody in Formula 1 has had a family member kidnapped.

Those guys were crazy, that's it. I had to give my testimony to the police the next day. It was harsh and the death of my child entered the counts they were being prosecuted for because they caused it. I was bleeding while in that construction place.

During the week they accepted a plea deal, this wouldn't drag out any longer, and I wouldn't have to testify or remember it again. This was the best they could've done. This is a relief. Now, I can focus on recovering and leaving this behind as it should.