Married By Mistake ♡ Lewis Hamilton

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♬ A little bit dangerous
But, baby, that's how I want it ♬

Abby Hewitt POV

I had a vague idea on what the conversation might be about. But I wanted to hear it from him.

"I have been having a hard time with all of this, today I almost had a panic attack when you weren't where I thought you would be. I have praying every day so you won't leave me. I'm generally scared and anxious about our relationship. I love you and I don't want to lose you. I would understand if you left me and that's why I didn't talk about it for the last two months" He says and I feel my heart breaking for not noticing how equally broken he had been.

"I should've assured you before but I never thought about leaving you. That never crossed my mind. I love you and I never planned on leaving. I wouldn't do it. I can assure you that our relationship is safe in what it comes to me" I say holding his hand and I see how tense he was.

"I was so scared you would leave. I did everything I could to keep you here. I just want to keep you safe, to make you feel loved and to make you know that nothing will ever happen to you" He says and I see how watery his eyes were.

"I am loved, a lot, by you. You taught me what it was and I dealt with what I felt, thanks to you. I will do whatever it takes to make you feel less anxious. That is not good with the career you have, you can have an accident and injure yourself and others. You should maybe go to therapy too and talk about it"

"I will go to therapy, I just wanted you to know how I felt and what has been happening. I went into total panic that something might've happened to you, I really do love you darling. I will never stop blaming myself for not protecting you" He says softly caressing my cheek and I smile.

"There is no one to blame but the people who did it, they are in jail already. Stop feeling guilty for something no one could've prevented. Let's just live life like we should and be happy. I want to be with you and I feel safe. I feel as good as I did before it happened. You will need to talk about it and then you will realise that we can get through this without needing to pray. We need communication" I say going closer to him and sitting on his lap.

"I love you so much. I can't even describe how good you make me feel baby. I can't imagine life without you now. I know my pain and anxiety was nothing compared to yours so I kept quiet but I did everything I could to keep our relationship going" He says and I nod before kissing him.

"I noticed your struggles, you don't need to worry about it. I will always tell you when I've left the room or something so you will feel more relaxed. Just remember that I'm not leaving. I know it's only been a year but I want this. This will be forever, I know it and I know we can recover from what we went through" I say as he smiled.

"I love you so much" He says kissing me and wrapping his arms around me. This is when I felt the safest.

"I love you too Lew" I say snuggling in his arms and he laid both of us down.

We fell asleep quickly after because we had a relatively early evening with friday coming and us having to wake up early for the practices and interviews and everything he had to do. I was in the motorhome relaxing in his room when I see his dad coming in.

"Hello darling, you are looking good" He says happily while coming to hug me.

"Hello, I didn't know you were coming. Where are Linda and Nicolas?" I ask excitedly.

"They went to the garage first. I came to see how you were"

"I'm doing just fine, I can't change the past and Lewis is a great husband, his support was undeniable" I say happily and we both start to walk through the paddock.

"I'm happy you got through it. He really loves you and I just want him to be happy, you bring out the best in him" He says proudly.

"I love your son very much too. We can get through anything now. Shitty things happen, there is no need to bring them back" I say and I start to see Nicolas coming in my direction before he hugged me tightly.

"I missed you. Lewis is always too busy to come to London" He says happy to see me and I nod.

"We will go back to London on Monday, the little ones are always asking for our presence. We are the cool uncles" I say letting out a laugh.

"You are indeed" Linda says and finally hugs me.

"You are looking great. Don't you age at all?" I ask making her blush.

"Oh, honey. I wish I could believe it" She says shyly and I laugh.

"You have to, you are looking gorgeous today" I say before we strike up a conversation about a new store she went to in London. She was saying I would love it and I liked it.

I was getting tired of people feeling pity for me, they walked on eggshells around me and I genuinely felt like I was made of porcelain. I felt that now people would stop thinking about what happened two months ago because I already have. I'm done with it, it's the past, and I will keep it as such. I stayed in the garage watching Lewis from afar and getting a kiss every time he went by me.

Why would I ever leave him? He made sure I had it all. He cuddled me every night. He hired security guards and tried to disguise them so I wouldn't notice. He sold his condo and bought us a house, in a private residential area and very well alarmed. He did all he had to do, I would never put the blame on him. I wouldn't do this to us.

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Hey! I wanted to start by thanking everyone for the support and everything!

As you can probably see, Lewis story is coming to an end and with that, I wanted to give you some options for the next one to be published since I have a lot of drafts. Here it goes:

- Complex with Sebastian Vettel

- What Is Love with Max Verstappen (Single dad alert)

- Hate to Love You with Max Verstappen

- Mr. Arrogant with Carlos Sainz

- All For Love with Pierre Gasly

- I Got U with Daniel Ricciardo (Single dad alert)

- Rules with Toto Wolff (this is a risky one and I know it, don't judge me 😂🙏🏻)

Let me know which ones you would like to read. For any other driver or request, you can message me. I'm friendly, I promise.

Love you all and keep some attention to my profile for these new stories.

Have a good day/night ❤.