Married By Mistake ♡ Lewis Hamilton

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♬ So, baby, come light me up
And maybe I'll let you on it ♬

Lewis Hamilton POV

Going back to work was difficult and I had Abby coming with me every step of the way. Security guards were placed under disguise and someone always had an eye on her. She started therapy and I did my best to keep my composure. I know the baby would be my child too and I felt guilty as fuck but Abby is my priority and I had to think about the living first. She needed me and I needed her.

We stuck together. There were rough times but two months had gone by and she was going back to what she used to be and we are entering summer break. We are almost hitting our wedding anniversary and I was excited.

"She is looking good" Angela says as we were heading to the press conference in Hungary.

"She is coming back to her old self. She is making jokes and feeling safe again. She has no panic attacks or sudden sadness. Her doctor is really good and has been doing a good job. She is strong" I say happy and proud. I'm proud we got to do this together and that we survived it, especially her. I'm proud of her for having such a will to fight for herself.

"I really do like her, I was afraid you two would break up. A kidnapping and miscarriage are life-changing and not many couples would survive it" Angela says worriedly.

"Believe me, I was praying every day so that she wouldn't leave. I wouldn't blame her but I love her so much. I didn't want us to go down without a fight. I now know it wasn't my fault but I still know that this could break us up and it would be understandable. It's a huge trauma to deal with" I felt anxious just by thinking of what I felt in the first few weeks.

"She loves you and you love her. Your unlimited support made a difference. She felt supported and she had all the support she could ever need. That and love were enough to bring her back to her old self. There is no blame in anything" Angela says happily and I look back as I hear her playing around with George.

"I love seeing her like this again" I say as the smile on my face grew wider. We stop the walk and they quickly arrive.

"Well, it's our time to leave the munchkin here and go ahead" George says teasing her and she crosses her arms.

"I can still beat your ass George" She says pretty sure of herself and gets closer to me. "I will be waiting for you"

"I hope so. I love you darling" I say giving her a kiss.

"Love you too. Good luck" She says waving as I left with George.

"I'm glad she is back to normal, you seem way better. You were looking like shit for the first few weeks. No sleep, barely eating" He whispers and I nod.

"She is back, that's all that matters. I got my fair share of nightmares and anxiety too. I dealt with it" I say and I'm sent on the first group of the conference so George stays behind.

When I got out I went to find her but I couldn't. I felt my heart racing, I felt like I couldn't breathe and my vision was blurry until I saw Toto coming in my direction.

"Are you okay? You seem like you see a ghost" He asks worriedly while holding my arm as I looked around for her.

"Where is Abby? She was supposed to be here. Why is she gone?" I ask with panic filling my voice.

"She was with me on the motorhome, we thought you would be taking longer. She was tired so I came to make you some company going back" He explains and I feel the relief of taking those stupid feelings away.

"I was panicking. I thought something had happened or maybe she had left" I say following him.

"You should be in therapy too, you were having a panic attack. That is something to be watched, if you have it on the track it can kill you or other people. Maybe a good talk with her will be enough. You aren't sure if she will stay or if she is recovered 100 percent. You need to be sure" He says preoccupied.

"I need to talk to her, this has never happened for something so silly. My mind went blank when I didn't see her" I say and he nods. We go silently and when I see her I smile, it's like the feeling was never there.

"Are you okay? You looked tense out there" she asks with her arms around my neck after kissing me quickly.

"I'm better now. Can we have a chat when we get back? Nothing too serious, I just want us to talk" I say and she nods smiling.

"I think we should talk, this is the right time to do it"

"Did I tell you that you are looking gorgeous with that merch today?" I ask and her shy smile appears.

"You said it like 10 times already but I like to hear it anyways" She says happily while we sat at the table where she was with Angela.

We waited for George while talking and then had a reunion that Abby didn't attend but she was with Angela so she was more than safe. We left after that and tomorrow we would be back obviously. We have dinner once we get back to the hotel, we showered together, brushed our teeth and get in bed.

"Before saying anything else I just want you to know that I love you and I'm proud of you for everything you went through" I say as we finally sat in the bed face to face.

"You also went through something but I know it and I love you too. Just talk to me, please" She says putting her hand on mine.