The truth untold

Dear Readers

I'm sorry for the long hiatus.

I'm sure you all have heard about the earthquakes happening in Turkey and Syria. I've lost people I love and care about in this terrible disaster.

I don't think I'll ever be the same again.

I can't sleep properly, I can't eat well, I don't look forward to waking up to a new day.

I wish I could've done something, or been there for them.

Something as big as this really changes a person, and it has changed my view on life. I wish I could explain what's going on in my heart but I really don't have the words, or the energy.

Things like kpop don't matter to me anymore. This story, as much as I love it, isn't my importance anymore. I want to spend time with my family. I want to spend time on myself. I want to be closer to God.

I'm sorry about this.

I don't know what the future of this story or this account is going to be. I don't want to make any promises I can't keep.

I love you all and I've appreciated your support. Please pray for my family and for the loved ones we lost.

Sending my love and prayers to every one of you. Be happy, stay safe.

-maaani