Wondering

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TW: MATURE

"I don't f*cking care about our daughter! She was gonna be a slvt when she was older anyways."

"You don't care about anything other then money and yourself!"

"Of course I would, cause money and myself are more worthy of things then anything else!!"

"You know what? F*CK YOU!"

*Beep beep*

Tears roll out of Monika's eyes. She feels so numb due to her medication and environment but deep inside she wants to feel. Her deadbeat father makes life so much worse. Every text is just for money, or that he missed her. But then he says bull like this while she's still in hearing area. But she misses that figure. That man in her life. She craves it so bad, she would do anything for a man to be there for her.

She brushed her teeth, brushed her hair. Washed her face, clean her eyelashes. Wore these clothes, used this mascara. All in hopes a strong man would find her and make her feel loved. Her mother was crazy, a women driven to insanity.

"Monika, stay forever single. Men won't take care of you the way a women could."

"Mother, your being misogynistic."

"We'll look at your environment and proof me wrong, god damn it!" She slammed the table, shattering a glass cup. "He is more useless then anything could ever be! He left us here! Do you want it to happen again!"

Monika looked blankly as she swallowed two pills dry. " Not all men are like this, be realistic."

"How would you know until your marriage cages you. That would be to late, cause you'd have a child and s family and-"

"And nobody ever said I would get married. Goodbye mother." Monika snapped up monotone voice as usual.

Sayori was walking down the road with a handful of flowers, and caught Monika's eyes. "Oh hi Monika! What are you doing out, it's not a club day?"

"Oh, I'm just going out somewhere." She says coldly, and Sayori stops her.
"Hey, are you okay?"
"Mhm. I am, bye now." Monika shrugs Sayoris hand and keeps walking. Twerp. She thinks to herself, as her mind has been poisoned. Her only goal was to win MC's heart. No matter the consequences or actions.

*Knock Knock*

They opened the door and smiled. "Oh, it's you Monika. Come in."
He slammed the door and whispered, "my parents aren't home."
"Let's go up to your bedroom." Monika said, holding his hand. He blushed and led her upstairs. He had blue walls, a nice desk area and a very comfortable bed. They laid their together and he sighed.
"What's wrong, MC?" Monika sighed, laying her hands on his. He got flustered until he looked into her eyes and Monika felt something in her.
"Something about you...is so mesmerising. I can't stop thinking about you."

Monika felt her heart sink and she smiled manically, before quickly going back to a neutral glance. She laid her hands on his chest and stared right at him. "Do you want to find out?" She smirked.

She pulled in and kissed him on the cheek and smiled innocently. "Is it my eyes? My soft lips? Tell me." He pulled her back in for a longer kiss, and slowly started holding her waist and she took off her shirt, revealing only her Bra.
"This feels so wrong.." MC mumbled, but Monika kissed him before he could answer. His phones starts ringing and he quickly presses the decline button. "Who's that?" Monika hisses, grabbing his hand.
"Nobody, don't worry."
She sat on his lap, and felt something poke her and she laughed. He went completely red and put his head down.
"Your so pathetic, MC."
She ruffled his hair as she stood up, put on her shirt and was
about to leave his bedroom.
"Wait, Monika stay!"
He was panting and slightly sweating. She clicked her tongue and smiled at him. "Consider it your 7 minutes of heaven."

She wiped her lips while walking down his stairs as he watched her leave him so easily. He wanted more then what she gave him, which was the whole trick. To intice him so he'd want more.

*Sayoris POV*

Monika was acting strange.. I hope MC didn't tell Monika anything. I was going to a local park to meet up with MC to discuss about the club. But I can admit, he is very cute! I feel my cheeks turn warm as I blush at just the thought of him. I barely knew him, but I hope he felt somewhat the same as I did.

The park was pretty empty and quiet, but it had some ponds here and there. I watched as the water moved around and I watched time tick. He was gonna be late soon and I had a tight curfew. I open my messages and there was nothing there. I decided to call him but he didn't answer. As time got late I got more impatient and pissed, so I decided to find him in his house and confront him.

The park was convinentally near his house, giving him not excuse to be late. There was this little area near his house since it was stores convinent stores, and when I was coming round the corner I saw a familiar face leave his house. Monika.

My heart dropped, and I knew she was gonna take this corner. I felt my heart jolt around as I didn't know what to do. I decided to jump into a bush and hide there until she left the area. I felt so overwhelmed I bit my tongue. He ditched me, for Monika? I felt so angry that I nearly cried. I went home in a distressed state.

Something about him was so addictive I couldn't hold back. He was so sweet and charming. No..stop it. "He would never love you, dont hurt yourself trying." I think to myself and clench my vest in my hands. I breathe in and exhale shakily. I hope MC doesn't ruin me and Monika's friendship.

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