Behind the Facade// DDLC FANFIC

Happy Ever After

TW: GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION, SUICIDE MENTION, MURDER MENTIONS

MONIKAS POV

I smash my knife through her bedroom door, and rip the parts open. I duck through and stare up. Her lifeless body. My heart sinks. Why would she, do this? It would have been easier to die to my hands, but. Suicide? 
I go through her room with guilt growing, and I find a messy note.

"I don't know what to do. Monika is going to kill me. We were..so close. I knew she was always my "competition" but I...I love her. I'll just kill myself. I never wanted to live anyways. But to see her emerald eyes and her sinister smile whilst shes killing me. I would have died before I truly did."

I felt guilt overcome me, and I found another note.

"I love MC, I do. But I don't want him to break all our friendships. I love my girls more then anything. I kind of wish he wasn't alive, or atleast in our lives. Natsuki and Yuri are gone...and Monika doesn't seem herself. I wish I was the one to die."

 I leave the notes and check some drawers, just to see suicide notes and failed attempts written down. empty bottles of antidepressants. I see bloody blades and I quickly shut the drawer in shame. She never tried to threaten me, but that's how she was scripted. 
I go on her bed and pull her sleeves down to see multiple cuts, and I put her sleeves right back up. I leave her house, leaving my knife beside her bed. I go to MC'S house and knock innocently. He opens the door, looking sad. "What happened MC?" I smiled sympathetically.

"Its a long story, just Sayori was acting really weird when she was here." He sighs. I hold me tightly and tell him it's all alright. He smiles back and we go his bedroom and eat snacks whilst watching his favourite shows. I finally gain the courage and tell him.
"Now that Sayori is gone, I need to admit. I have a massive crush on you! Hopefully you feel the same...?" I smile at him, my face visibly red. He chuckles.
"Yeah, I do feel the same. But what do you mean by sayoris..gone..?"

"Oh silly, you don't like her anymore, as friends. So now there's nothing in our way, and we can finally be lovers!" I squeal as I hug him. He laughs and hugs me back. I leave happily, finally achieving my goal. But as soon as I went home I never knew what would happen. I get a call from MC hours later, and his voice is completely distraught.
"Hey MC, what's up-"
"Monika. Sayori killed herself."
"Oh my god, I am so s-"
"Why didn't you help her?! I saw all the fucking notes.."

I pause and everything shatters.

"I did help her, she wasn't thinking I promise."
"Monika is going to kill me. That doesn't sound helpful at all.."
"It was jokes, she loves being sarcastic."

"She literally cut your name on her thigh."

I pause for a second, and realise I am screwed.

"Okay, maybe she did that but that was because she cared for me."
"On her phones camera surveillance, your literally caught breaking her doors and going through her stuff 10 minutes after she dies. You threatened to kill her and came in shouting with a fucking knife.

"Don't fucking talk to me again-"
"YOU WONT EVER FUCKING LEAVE ME, YOUR MINE, GOT IT? I SACRIFICED ALL OF THIS FOR YOU, YOU CAN'T LEAVE AND YOU KNOW IT." I screamed into the phone, and I started deleting everything whilst crying angrily. It soon became a void with only me and MC, and I came closer to him. All the houses crashed into the empty pit of nothing.
"DONT YOU DARE FU-" I paused. He was holding my character file whilst holding a bin. "WAIT, NO MC PLEA-"

He pushed my file in, and the game corrupted immediately. I fell into the pit of nothingness along with everything else. I was breaking apart. And I reached out for MC. I cried and screamed for help as I slowly fell along with everything in my fake reality.

He was the only thing real.

As my body goes away, I'm realising...

There was never meant to be. A Happy Ever After.