Behind the Facade// DDLC FANFIC

One Last Feeling

Warning: intense angst, smut, suicidal feelings, thoughts and actions.

*Yuris POV*
I scream out, "NATSUKI!"
But she's doesn't bother turn back. By now I'm panicking, trying to breathe properly. Why would she do this?
We gave her a loving home, and yet..
She still wanted to be with her dad.

I watch as she turns back and I know I have to keep running. The ground is so cold. I wish I brought shoes. I keep dashing forwards, despite Natsuki being out of view.
I fall to the ground and smash my knees on the floor. I yelp out in pain, and stand up again. My legs are so weak, I limp for the while.

I keep pushing on, until I see recognisable glasses, blue hair. A nerd like stance. She's covered in blood. I keep walking towards her
"K-Kazu?" I whisper. Kazu's looking manically, but I see she's looking down.
I stare down to the ground.

Natsuki.
Covered in blood.
On the ground.

I stare at Kazu as she stammers.
"What the fuck did you do." I say. Nothing in my voice. A lump swells in my throat and I start crying.
"I didn't do this, I swear!" Kazu yells out. She's visibly insane, cuts and falling out hair. "S-she did it! It wasn't me..she did it!"
She screams, ripping her hair.

"Natsuki said all these things about me..she turned me into this. SHE RUINED MY LIFE!!"

I, without thinking, lunge at Kazu, screaming my lungs out as I bash her head with my fists.
She gets knocked out unconscious and I stomp on her stomach.
I turn to Natsuki and hold her in my arms. Her blood leaks onto me and I cry out in agony. "Natsuki, nononono...no!!"" I scream until my throat feels like it's about to rip.
I feel her pulse on her wrists, and I feel nothing.
I screech out in pain as endless tears stream down my face. I choke on my tears and my face is cold with tears.
I hold onto her and start calling the ambulance.
Her head flops onto the ground and I see that her neck was snapped.

There was no hope.

*Next day (fun fact while writing this I wrote *neck day* 💀*

I light the clothes I wore when I found Natsukis corpse on fire. I watch it burn. My mom holds me tightly  as I cry into her arms.
There can't be a funeral for her as her mother died and her dad
Is in prison for life. It was confirmed he was the killer of her mother.

I listen to the crackling of the fire.

"Ooo! The snores are so warm, Yuri! I wish I could make these everyday."
"Mommy said it's too much sugar...but she said we can have seconds!"
"Papa would never let me make these."
"Why?"
"He wants me to stay pretty for him."
"Why for him?"
"It doesn't matter. Yuri!! Look, your smore is burning!"
"Your smore is burning!"
"Your smore!
Is
Burning."

*Serveral weeks later*
After what happened to Natsuki, I've been suffering with Alot of suicidal thoughts. Natsuki made my life complete, and losing her made me feel so..empty.
But MC has been by my side since, supporting me.
Monika has been distant, and Sayori out of town.

One day, me and MC stay behind at the club to help clean up.
"Hey Yuri, there's a spot here. Let's clean it together."
I rush to where he was and bend down to clean it. He starts sweeping the areas surrounding me and I lean up and see him infront of me. He blushed and smiles. He swoops his lucious smooth hair and reveals his magestic dark eyes.
I drop my small sweep and kiss him.

I quickly break off and stare at him wildly. "I'm so sorry i-"
He drops his broom and kisses me. It's a good thing we are equally the same height.
He rams me onto a seat and makes me sit on his lap. He slips up my skirt and I unbutton my blazer. I throw it to the side and stare at the windows quickly. The blinds are over them.
He smirks as we take off our jumpers and polo shirts
He sticks his hand into my panties and sticks his fingers in. I moan out and hold onto his shoulders.
"Mhmm~ right there~" I moan out. He rips my panties and I take of my bra. He takes of my tie while we kiss. He normally doesn't wear his, and I stare down at his abs. I break off just to stare properly. He tips my head back up and pushes me off his lap gently whilst he stills kisses me. He unbuttons his pants and pulls them down.
He pulls his boxers off and I see his long cock.

He pushes my head down and I hold it while I suck it. It's so warm and I slowly grab onto his lower legs. He keeps pushing my head onto it and it gets hard to breathe. I nearly gag with how long it is.
He moans out as he's runs his hands through my hair. I realise I forgot to tie my hair up. And he didn't even use a condom. I break off, panting.
He reaches for his pants and pulls out a condom.
"Why do you carry that around with you??" I smile weakily. He shrugs and rips the packet. He slides it on and I keep sucking it. I go faster and faster until he groans out.

"Good girl~" He smiles deviously, before flipping me around. He shoves his cock into me and I moan out as he keeps pushing it in and out. "Mhmm~ do it faster~" I groan.
He does it quicker and I don't even have time to breathe. "Oh, I'm gonna fucking cum dude." I laugh weakily.
He playfully starts ramming me and I finally moan out loudly. I feel the cum leak out of me and I flip onto my back.
"Oh god, just finger me." I open my legs and he shoves his three fingers into me.
"Your so loose, baby." He smiles while he keeps pushing his fingers into me.
"Oh my~ keep doing it~" I groan out, and I squirt all over his face. He stops and licks his fingers. He starts to lick my private and I moan out.
"Who knew you'd be this good?~"  I moaned as I brushed his hair. I keep squirting and he stops. He licks me clean and kisses me and we finally break off.

We get dressed after cleaning up ourselves and I go to him. "Look, I kind of have a crush on you." I bow my head as I blush in embarasment.

"Oh..sorry Yuri. I thought this was a friends with benefits type of thing, you know?"
My heart shatters inside and a lump swells in my throat. I nearly cry but pull a smile.
"Oh, it's fine!! I'll see you next week." I rush out the building in tears, slamming the door behind me. I run home as tears blur my vision. I fumble with the keys when I get to more door.
My mom's at work and when I lock the door behind me I can't help but scream.

I was so stupid.
So dumb
For thinking, I even stood a chance?
When, there's people like Monika in this life. People like me,
Never. Stand a chance.