Behind the Facade// DDLC FANFIC

Obsessive

*MONIKA'S POV*
I stare at MC holding Sayoris hand and I lose it. I shove a chair unto the ground and yell. Yuri and Natsuki turn to me and Natsuki comes up to me. "Monika what's-"
"GO AWAY!" I yell at her, tears flooding my eyes. When will Sayori learn to keep her hands to herself... she could tell. She knew he liked me. Why would she do this...

Natsuki stares at me hurt, and hugs me dearly. It isn't Natsuki..I know. But I can tell Natsukis up to something too. "We can talk about, you know that." She smiles gently. Her eye area is very red and blotchy. She's probably been crying for a long time.

I love Natsuki, I truly do. But I just, can't feel the same remorse I used too for her. It's something within, I canr comprehend it. I sigh and hug her back. We sit on the little bean bags couches which her pastel themed and I just lie.
I lie about how its just me feeling down, and how this wee hasn't been going my way.

When it's truly I have hatred for Sayori, for laying eve just her eyes on my...
My...
I can't tell what he is to me..a future boyfriend? A future husband? I just want him to be close to me. Closer then any male has been to me. I'm pretty, loyal, obsessive and protective. But im so easily left. I ball my hands into a fist and I feel tears run down my face. I hate feeling so fucking vulnerable.

"Monika, I've had a bad week aswell. I was kicked out the baking club. We can get through our bad weeks together." Natsuki trys to smile, but she barely can. She looks so miserable. I comfort her and we both start laughing.
Meanwhile, Yuri stares at us in a faraway corner. I let Natsuki lean her head on me.

(("Yuri" -->> "Jealousy.01" --->> LOCATION.HEART01))

*Monikas home- narrator*

Monika stared at her bathroom mirror and smiled. Everything around her glitched and the static came back ti haunt her. "You know what your doing is wrong." The voice said. She ignored it, smiling hard in the mirror.
"Don't you feel guilty? Don't you feel remorse?"

The pill bottle dropped to the ground and Monika screamed at her mirror. Her hair was in a frill and her eyes were tired. She wished she was dead, she wishes the world was over already. She wished for the day...she was deleted.

She kept yelling, screaming and shouting. She was crying loudly and she couldn't even face her reflection. Her head was twitching, and all she could smell was blood, see blood. Everything was red and she stopped screaming and crying. She slowly imagined a life.

A life with MC. Married, kids she could actually take of. A good paying job, a reputation. A..life.

In her bed she laid, staring at the ceiling feeling so useless.

*Monika backstory*

"Monika! Monika!"

She stared at all the faces around her, everything was a blur. This never happened before. Everything was black and glitching out.
"Mom! Mommy, where are you!" She yelled out, surrounded by the dark fog clouding her memories. The floor was covered in black water, and she was somehow bare foot.

She looked deeper and saw she was covered ina white hospital dress. The static around her grew louder and louder and she started crying.
A sharp pain hit her heart and she collapsed into the wet water and start drowning. She couldn't breathe, and the water pressure compressed her lungs.

She reached surface and put her head up and started breathing. But she was in her bath. Water was everywhere and she couldn't breathe properly. The glitch and static followed her into her reality, until her mother rushed into the bath and saw the floor covered in water and blood.

*NATSUKIS POV- HOME*

"I don't FVCKING care about what happened at school! GET YOUR 4SS UP AND DO SOMETHING YOU LITTLE BIT-"

Natsukis dad threw a bottle straight at her head and blood and glass both shattered in the impact. "-CH!!" Natsuki bursted into tears and started screaming. She couldn't stop crying, tears practically flooded her eyes. The blood dripped down her face and she looked like a murder victim. Her father watched her and started shaking his head. "Shut up, before i give you a true reason to cry."

"Why..." Natsuki cried out, covered her forehead with her hands.
"Speak up! Damn brat." He slowly chugged another bottle of beer and bolted the bottle to the side of her bed and she screamed at the sound.
"W-why did you create me, just to almost kill me every single day!" She yelled out, her face all red and upset. She couldn't breathe wifh with her tears and blood flowing on her face. The cut was deep and the skin was peeled.

Her dad pondered, and the words cut deep. He tried to respond, but just left the doorway, wobbling like he always did when we was drunk. Natsuki screamed at him, calling him all sorts of things but he never came back to beat her like he normally did when she did.

She quickly grabbed her phone, hands covered blood and all.
She went on KaieChat, a popular chatting app in her area.
"Yuri-chan_x" She pressed Yuris account and messaged her
"Yuri, please...meet me at our special place."