Behind the Facade// DDLC FANFIC

Pain

Warning: fluff/lime, angst, implied death (real this time ok)

Week later
*Natsukis POV*
The car zooms pretty fast, and I stare out the window as all the colours blend together and become blurry.
"Are you okay dear?" Yuri's mom asks me, and I reply with a gentle yes. Even though my head is spiralling in circles and everything is unanchored, she must be troubled enough that I have to be in her care anyway.

The car slows as she parks into her garage, and I breathe heavily. We walk up to the door together and Yuri opens the door. I feel something twitch in me and her eyes glisten.
"Natsuki." She smiles.
"Yuri." I sigh.

I go up to her room and I see a pink polka dot suitcase. Mine. I smile weakily as I see a small pink mattress right beside Yuri's actual bed. "Thank you." I mumble, before laying in her temporary bed. I looked up at the ceiling and felt so weak. I go on my phone and text Sayori.
Sayori checked on me some hours after Yuri did.

We just talked about life and stuff and she brought me popcorn. I wasn't able to digest it or even eat it at the time, but I appreciate it.
MC showed up later aswell, but he was very considerate. We joked around, and I felt something in me I never felt before...
No, it was nothing..

"Im gonna go down and make something, come down if you want." Yuri rushed down quickly, and just laid numb. Something jolted in my stomach and I quickly sat up. My stomach was aching, and I rushed to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet.
I quickly flushed it and went to the mirror. I looked at my destroyed skin and tears swelled in my eyes. Everywhere on my face was bruised. My eyes, my forehead was still blood colored. I wash my mouth out and I heard Yuri come back upstairs.
She went to the toilet door and looked confused.

"What happened?" She said, stuffing her mouth with crisps.
"Oh, nothing much." I replied, going back to my bed.
I sat and stared at her, and she stared back at me weirdly. She was red and she looked away slowly when I caught her gaze.
I limped up towards her bed and sat beside her.
I wrapped my arms around her and rocked gently, even though I wanted to sleep badly. She ran her hands threw my hair as she massaged my head.

"Won't you eat, Natsuki?"
Yuri's mom stared at me anxiously at the dinner table, and I shook my head.
A plate of warm rice and flavourful chicken with sweetcorn laid Infront of me. I was so sick in my stomach from all the flashbacks. But, this was my first dinner at a table in about ten years or even more. I felt shudders and I teared up.

"Natsuki, what's wrong?!" Yuri yelled out, but I wiped my face and ran up the stairs quickly. I slammed the door and fell onto Yuri's bed. I started crying and crying until I couldn't breathe. Yuri opened the door and I wiped my face again. "What happened?" She said, closing the door and coming towards me.
She sat down beside me on the bed and I turned away from her.

"You don't understand." I mumble, still rubbing my eyes. She holds me tight and I feel more light and relaxed. "It's just, I haven't had a family dinner in so long? I mean, this isn't family..but it's the closests thing I have."
Yuri smiles and assures me it's okay to feel this way, and that she'll tell her mom that's the case. I finally turn to Yuri, and she blushes. I can feel my cheeks turn hot and I smile.

She leans in and kisses me while holding my waist, and I feel so tingly.
I hold her cheeks and move onto her lap, while she keeps rubbing my hips. We break off and we smile at each other deviously.
She runs her hands down my thighs and I kiss her again. Her warm hands running down my legs makes me feel lustful.

Yuri let's go and holds me. We wrap into her bed covers and cuddles me and I sign
She takes of her shirt and reveals her bra. I take off my pyjamas and reveal my bra and panties. We cuddle together, and I realise how big they really are..
We get cozy and sleep together while we spoon, and something hits me hard.

I start hyperventilating, and slowly sweating. I can't leave my dad.. I leave the bed while the room light is still on, and I stare around frantically. I rummage through my suitcase and find a simple flowing dress. I'm so frantic I run out without putting on shoes or socks. Yuri wakes up as I open the bedroom door.
"Natsuki...what's going on?.." she mumbles half asleep.
I turn to her in shame. She opens her eyes wider. "Natsuki. Don't."
I stare at her, tears swelling in my eyes.
"Natsuki, don't go!"

I slam the door and run out the house. The pavement is so cold but I cant stop now. I keep running and running and I finally stop. I can't breathe.
"Natsuki what the fuck are you doing?!" I hear a voice yell out.
My heart sinks and I turn around. In the far distance is Yuri running up, and when she catches my eyes she throws her hands up before throwing them down.

I groan and turn back to keep running. I turn back and Yuri stopped chasing me.
"NATSUKI!" she screams out. Her voice is so tired and she screams out. My heart is pounding and I feel so guilty.
I see somebody coming Infront of me and I abruptly stop. It's..Monika?
Shes holding something behind her and she brings it out and digs it into my heart.

It's a knife.

It grows right through me and I choke out blood. I stare anxiously at her. Her eyes are full of anger, disgust. No remorse. I can't speak, as she digs it deeper and deeper into me. The squelching noises are sickening and I can't help but cry.
I slowly collapse, but keep my eyes on her.
Why would she...do this?

"W-why?" I cry weakily. She starts glitching out, and confusion arises. She glitches into half Kazu..half her? She yells out in rage and drags the knife out of me with force. I bleed out everywhere.

It's only Kazu now...had I been hallucinating. Kazu holds my head tightly and twists it, snapping my neck. She drops me and I stare blankly.

I know I'm dead.

Every feeling in my body goes away. I stare at the stary sky. I am completely numb. I can finally see my mom again.

But..

I just wanted to see my dad.
One
Last
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