I have English first period. One of the classes I hate the most.
I have my "friend group" Daniel and worst of all Finn.
"Heyyyy girlll" said my friend group. Hey guys I say back acting like I don't know they talk shut about me." Are u coming to the party tonight??" They said.
Ye I just need to go home and find a cute outfit. That's more on an excuse to be all depressed then put a fake face of snd get pissing drunk.Finn walks in and shouts across class saying pig. The techer said enough and told us all to sit down. Daniel is horrny and you can tell thet he won't wait. I never want to fuck Daniel and I hate his touch but he is just being a normal boyfriend right?
Hw moves his table right to mine and sticks his hand under the table. " no Daniel not right now" I say " Sophie if u don't say yes I'm going to make you regret it later" he said. He dosent mean that in a good boyfriend way, he means that in an " your gonna self-harm and get hit" way.
"Yes "
Then he starts fingering me. My friend group laugh at me and I just laugh with them so I don't start crying but then I see Finn get up and walk out the class.
Class ends and Daniel finally stops. I have PE next. "Shit " I say quietly. I'm going to get body shamed. So I won't bring my kit. I was about to walk into the gym hall but I can feel the anxiety flow through me.now I can barely breath.
I start hyperventilating and trying to find my pills. I find them and fall to the floor and take one. Then I hear Finn." Sophie , are u okay??" He said. Shit he is gonna tell someone.
"Finn please don't tell anyone. You can make fun of me for anything else literally anything but please keep this to yourself." I say .
" what are they for" said finn.
"Nothing just forget about them" I say then walk into the gym hall with Finn a couple steps behind me.
My PE teacher is pissed at me for not haveing a kit but he can't do anything so I just sit out. All PE I keep seeing Finn glaring at me. I'm scared he is gonna tell people about my pills.
But Befor I can think the bell goes. "Shit " lunch.
I walk into the lunch hall and I see Daniel. He is mad. I walk up to him and he drags me to the hockey cupboard .
" your brother told me that I am geting worse at hockey. You know how embarrassing that is for me?! Your gonna make up for it."He takes of my top and looks at my stomach. " you are so far today did u eat?! Your such a fat bitch."
" no I haven't ate for 3 days" I say
He the pushes me up against the wall and pins me there. "Daniel please don't do this" I say with a shakey voice.
"Shut up" he said. He starts kissing me and takes brakes to call me names. I start silently crying.
"Your a fat bitch! Tonight me and your dad are going to fuck you up! And-" jus then we hear a voice in tbr background.
" what's going on?" Finn said.
Daniel gets of me and I fall to the floor." Haha nothing finn just us being a cute couple like normal" Daniel said . " bye Sophie love you" the. Comes to my ear and says " don't tell anyone and don't fuck up anything else or I will kill you."
Daniel walks out and I grab my jumper and find my bag. I search for my pills but can't find them thought my tears. Finn comes up to me.
" Sophie are you okay" he said for the second time today.
"Why- do you- care" I say while trying to breath.
He finds my pill bottle and passes it to me and looks me in the eye. I take a pill and then take a deep breath.
"Sophie-"
"Shut up Finn I don't care what your about to say to make fun of me jsut save it." I get up and walk away.
(Time skip)
I run up to my room Befor my dad can say anything. I am trying to think of what to do.
I start grting ready for the party but start crying again because of how ugly I look. I wore a long sleeve to cover my arms.
I walk downstairs and sneak past my dad and leave. I walk to the party with is only 20 minutes away.
Now it's time to put a fake face on and act like I'm happy.
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Omggg guys that's the end of chapter 2 hope u guys likes it and I will update u tomorrow or some time this week ans if u have and suggestions let me know!!!
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FantasyThis is going to be a roller coaster of a story And it's enimes to lovers Trigger warnings- -Abuse -ED -SH -Drug misuse -sexual assault This is about a girl called Sophie-Louise who has hated Finn since she met him because he bullied her. She...