This is going to be a roller coaster of a story
And it's enimes to lovers
Trigger warnings-
-Abuse
-ED
-SH
-Drug misuse
-sexual assault
This is about a girl called Sophie-Louise who has hated Finn since she met him because he bullied her. She...
What have i just done ?? I'm such an idiot. I just gave them everything I need. UGH!
I start fixing my makeup maybe me looking perfect will help. It's not working. I'm such a fuck up!
I look in the mirror at myself. I hate what I see. I start having a panic attack then I remember. Shit. My pills are in the box! Josh won't let me in that box. He dosent even know I have them. Oh no.
Maybe I can get more ? Or maybe I can just die. My dad wants me to anyway.
I'm must have spaced out in my own tears because someone knocks at the door. I take a deep breath.
"Ye ?" I say.
"Can I come in?" Jack says.
"Ye" I say opening the door.
He sits on the edge of the bathtub " you okay?" Jack asks.
"Ye" I say.
" Sophie I'm not dumb. Your saying 'ye' do you don't start crying. What's up? You have been in here 20 minutes we where all worried." Said Jack.
"Where do I start?" I say sarcastically.
"I'm listening" Jack says.
"Well I relise that not this is all real. I can't cut myself anymore. And you guys all cut yourself because of me and knowing that Its the worst pain I have ever felt. And my box...I can't have it anymore. And I'm scared" I say.
" we all picked to cut ourself for you Sophie. You didn't make us. And that box? That wasent help. You where stuck in it" Jack says.
" what do I do now" I say looking down.
" well I can't give you advice because you are a dummy and won't listen to your bother from another mother but if u ever need to do that again. You have my number okay ? I will always pick up and come over if you need me. You know that right?" Jack says.
"Ye.." I say.
"Now do you wanna come down stairs so we can have some fun ?" Jack says.
"Ha ye" I say.
"Love you dummy" he says geting up.
" love you to dick head" I say with a little smile.
Jack pulls me in for a big brotherly hug. He is not my brother but I will always see him as one. I could mistake him and Josh for being twins but not by looks.
" so what's going on between you and Finn?" Jack says.
" shut up" I say blushing and walk down the stairs.
I get down the stairs and sit in-between Finn and Josh.
"You okay?" Finn asks.
"Ye I am" I say with a smile looking into his eyes.
( time skip)
All night the whole hockey team has been playing on the play station some of them are good and some are really shit.
I must have fell asleep for 2 seconds because I wake up to a flash. I turn my head into the pillow I thought I was on. But then I relise. Someone also just turned there head onto the pillow they thought there head was on.
" that's such a cute photo" I hear Jack say. The. The team starts laughing.
I move over my head looking up and Finn moved his head and we look into eachothers eyes. Shit we both fell asleep on eachother!
"I-I'm sorry" I say embarrassed.
"Hey not it's okay! I feel asleep to haha" he says while ajusting the way he is sat.
"Yo I'm starving what should we get for dinner?" Josh asks everyone.
"I can cook somthing what do you guys want?" I ask.
"Nah dad left £400 incase we needed stuff and to order dinner" Josh says. "Pizza anyone?".
They all agree and Josh orders 8 pizzas. Wow thease Boys are animals. But they will make me eat some I know it so when dinner gets hear I'm gonna have to make a run for it.
(Time skip)
It's been about 30 minutes and there is a knock at the door. It's dinner.
All the hockey team gets up to grab pizza so I get up to leave but Finn softly grabs me hand.
I get butterflies.
"Where you going ?" Finn asks.
" oh Just to get some Diet Coke"I say.
" are you not hungry?" Finn asks.
" no I'm not hungry thanks for asking though" I say.
He puts both hands in my hips and puts me on the couch. Wow I didn't flinch. He passes me a slice of pizza.
"Finn I-" I get cut of.
" just one slice? For Josh at least?" Finn says looking in my eye.
I take a bit and it taste so good and the whole hockey team can see it in my face that I love the taste. Also that I haven't ate in ages.
But then I feel it. I start Running to the bathroom trying to make it in time to the toilet. I fall to the floor and stick my head practically down the toilet and start throwing it all back up.
Josh's POV :
I look at Sophie taking a bit and I can't help but smile but that smile is taken away but her running to the toilet to throw up.
I go to help but Finn said he will go and beets me to it. So I sit back down.
"I'm calling it" Jack says.
"Calling what?" I say.
"Sophie and Finn. They are going to get together for sure." Jack says. And the whole team agrees.
"I seen them come out the janators cubord together the other day" Matt says.
" ye and I see them giving eachother looks all the time" Lucas says.
"And the way that Finn was talking to Daniel and telling him to leave then came back in with Daniels blood on his hand. " Tommy says.
"Ye I think it to" I say.
"I'm just gonna call them a couple already" Jack says.
The whole team laughs.
"Yo should we tease them??" Matt say.
"Haha ye how man?" I say.
"I know exactly how" Jack says with a grin. " I'm gonna post the picture of them sleeping on our official hockey team insta acount" jack says.
We all agree. This is gonna be funny.
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Could Finn and Sophie be a thing ?? They look cute together. Got this picture today. #newcouple #love #hockeyboy ( liked by 1,253 people)
Just as we are all laughing we hear Sophie.
"Jack I'm gonna kill you!" She shouts coming down the stairs.
"HAHAHAH OH SHIT HAHAHAHA "we are all laughing. ——————— Yay that's the end of chapter 10!!! This story is not on 25 reads !! Hope you guys liked this and if you have any suggestions please put them in the coments. And I will update again soon. Byee!
