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Chapter 12 🤍🤍

I wake up to Finn playing with my hair.

"Morning" I say with a tired voice.

"Morning" Finn says.

Just as I was going to talk Jack walk in.

"Sorry to cut you love birds short but we are making breakfast do you guys want some?" Jack asks.

I look at him then realise. SHIT!! They are making there own breakfast!! If dad was here he would drag me down the stairs and frow me at the stove.

I practically fly out of my bed and run down the stairs. I can smell food being cooked. No no no!!

"What are you guys doing" I say while panting because I ran down the stairs.

" oh hey Sophie. We are just making pancakes" Josh says.

I and breathing really heavily think about my dad seeing this right now. I would kill myself if he saw this.

"Let me take over" I say fast.

" no it's okay-" Josh says but I cut him of.

" please!" I say.

The whole hockey team looks at one another.

"Please" I say looking Josh in the eye.

"...fine" Josh says.

They all sit down and I start making breakfast for them all but they all keep an eye on me. Until Finn comes down the stairs.

" umm morning guys..." Finn says.

"Did you get any ?" On of the Boys say and they all laugh.

" eww that's my sister " Josh says.

I just stand there blushing and embarrassed. So dose Finn.

I finish making the pancakes and give the boys all the pancakes and they all dig in.

"Sophie thease are so fucking.." I hear one of the Boys say Befor I space out.

They are discussing!!
Are you trying to poison me !!
You are the worst!!
I hate you!!
I'm going to hit you till you get it right!!
Come hear!!

But then I'm pulled out of my thoughts by my own voice.

"I'm sorry I will fix them" I say fast.

"No we are saying there amazing" the team says.

"Oh" I say.

"Wanna have one?" Finn says looking me in the eye.

"Oh I can't because of dad-" I say geting cut of by Josh.

"Lucky you dads not coming home till tomorrow because he is working then going for a drink with his friends" Josh says in a serious tone.

"A drink" I say look at Josh worried.

"Cmon have a pancake" they all say.

I take one and brake a little if at a time. It tastes so good. But I feel so shit.

I go to sit on the floor but I feel 2 strong hands on my waist pulling me on to the couch. I got butterflies. It was Finn. I normaly would hate people toching my body but Finn can whenever he wants.

"Ooooooo" all the Boys say.

I just blush. I can't speak.

"Yo there's a party tonight do you guys wanna go?" One of the hockey boys say.

The whole hockey team agree but I'm a little sceptical about it because not only did I just eat food so not only I'm I going to be bloated and fat as fuck but I know for sure Daniel is gonna be there.

We all decide we are going to go to the party. I obviously didn't tell them that I didn't wanna go.

The hockey Boys brung there stuff so they just start playing games for a bit.

(Time skip)

It gets to lunch. All the boys are are playing a game while I make thease hungry boys food. I can't stop thinking about getting ready because it'd going to take me hours to make sure I look decent so the faster I finish this the better.

Just as I was cooking I burn myself. I let out a tiny ow but I kind of liked the pain so I didn't mind that much.

"Sophie are you okay" I hear Finn ask.

He sees the burn on my hand so there for he seen me just look at it.

"Oh ye I'm fine I just got a little burned" I say.

"Here let me help" Finn says.

" no it's okay I'm okay" I say giving him a reassuring look.

" you are literally burning" he says.

" don't worry I have had worse" I say smiling at him.

"Well is there anything I can help with?" He asks.

"Could you get the plates out ?" I ask.

"Ye" Finn says.

Omg he is jus- the dream!!

I finish making the lunch and bring it to the Boys.

I was going to start geting ready but they stop me.

"Sophie you are not geting away come eat" Josh says.

This time it was harder than breakfast. I had to start geting ready and I can't be more bloated.

They give me some food and 1 million things are going through my head.

You can't put on any more weight
You have to keep to under 300 calories a week
Don't eat that
You are gonna over eat
You should die if you eat
Finn won't love you
Your dad will hurt you
Josh will hate you
Daniel will rape you

I get pulled out of my thoughts by Finn.

" it'd okay Sophie eat some" he says.

His voice compels me to take a bite.

Big. Mistake.

I run up the stairs to the bathroom and start throwing up my breakfast and lunch.

Well at least that's some calories gone.

I get the scales and start weighing myself.

"...shit ... I'm 45kg.

I start crying my eyes out up against the wall. When dad gets home he is going to know. I'm to heavy.

Finn comes up the stairs.

"Did you throw up?" He asks.

I'm way to ashamed of myself so I just stay quiet.

He just hugs me and says it's okay.

It's not. None of this is okay.

This is it.

I need to die or somthing. To save everyone and everything from this mess that is myself.

I need to push everyone away.
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