The Other Girl (#Wattys2016)

Chapter Nine

Well hello there, how nice of me to finally announce my still existence, eh? I know, I'm sorry. But I was busy (and I still am) and has a lot of things to think of. But since it's my birthday this coming Friday, oh yeah I'm turning a year older, how wonderful! (Mind the sarcasm) , and I missed a lot of promised updates, I will be updating two chapters! Yeap, two! And if I have time on Friday I'll even update another one too. Because I just love you guys like that :) 

So yeah, enjoy these chapies and til next time my dear earthlings! 

BM ☯

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Do you know what it feels like to be stabbed in the heart with a stake numerous times? And then while you’re being stabbed, you’re falling down the cliff and it was raining so hard that the droplets feel like needles poking your whole body? Oh and did I mention crows flying all around you? Making your surroundings pitch black? Yeah, it’s exaggerating. I’m over reacting. But that’s exactly what I am feeling right now. Well, not exactly that. Because reality speaking, I don’t know how the hell does that feel. But what I am feeling might be close to it. Or worst.

Yes, I was jumping to conclusions. But can you blame me? He said ‘I love you too’ to whoever he was talking to! And he sure does sound like he meant it! Damn, he even looks like he meant it! So what does that supposed to mean? What am I supposed to think? That he has a girlfriend of course! That’s the only thought that is pretty much legit for me right now.

Julius Grey has a girlfriend.

A very short sentence composed of five words; but it was the death of me. For twelve fucking years I thought we are soulmates. I mean, he and I always end up being in the same place no matter how fate separates us from each other! And being the lovey-dovey girl I was before, I believed in that kind of shit. Until two years ago when I had my first ever relationship, which I might just say; the ugliest, worst relationship someone can be a part of. Starting then I end up believing about fairytales and happy endings. I even told myself to stop crushing on Julius! Of course that one didn’t work. I still had a crush on him no matter what. But I did keep a good distance; to all boys and not just to him.

But this… this! This is larger than news itself! My dream guy, the prince charming in my own fairytale, the guy I am head over heels with… is taken. He’s taken! My heart is breaking, and the fact that the waves are slapping my face made the pain even worst, literally.

Wow, I’m such an idiot! Believing that he’s single and that we may finally have a chance, bullshit! Of course we don’t have a chance! I’m Isabella Parker—the girl who got all the unluckiness God gave to mankind. Something like being in a relationship with Julius is one of the many impossible things that’ll happen in my life.

I sighed. Maybe I shouldn’t jump to conclusions. I mean, he didn’t say it face to face it. So maybe, just maybe, my guess is wrong.

Are you dumb? My intolerable subconscious mind decided to show up again. How great.

No, I’m not. I answered it.

Are you stupid, then? It said again.

I’m not dumb, or stupid! I yelled at my mind.

Maybe you’re both.

Maybe you should shut up.

 Isn’t it obvious that he’s already taken? What the hell do you want? A proof? A picture of him kissing his lovely girlfriend? My mind is starting to piss me off.