refusing to believe in what is in reality

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MARI'S POV:

I woke up on my bed and saw myself crying. I tried to remember what happened and i remembered that SUNNY...... committed...suicide?....And i passed out when SUNNY was announced....dead?

MARI: A...ahahaha maybe its just a horrible nightmare! I'll see SUNNY on his bed! But....if he is here then...why is he isn't by my side? He always sleep beside me when he was scared.......maybe it wasn't–

MARI: ah no! Snap it out MARI! It's just a horrible nightmare! A cruel nightmare! Ah...ahahaha yeah! It is!

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It is?.

I found myself crying and fat tears went down on my cheeks uncontrollable... I wipe it out.

MARI: Oh- why am i crying?

I tried to wipe it with my blanket but it hasn't stop. I tried to reassure myself that everything is fine! It is definitely fine!

I jump out of my bed and search for my little sunshine... He always greeted me with his cliff-faced. How funny... I went to SUNNY'S bedroom... His bed wasn't there... His things... Is in all of the box...

MARI: w- wha?

I rush on the kitchen...no SUNNY...

I rush in the dining room...no SUNNY...

I searched him everywhere...still no SUNNY

I rushed outside...no SUNNY

I am literally panicking and sweating so much... I pant and pant and decided to take a look at the backyard... I went to the backyard and suddenly a flash just blinded my eyes and an image of... SUNNY'S Hanged body... appeared. And because of that i feel like im about to cry again and at the same time i feel like i wanted to vomit...

I rush to the bathroom and vomit... After i vomit i wash my face... And wipe my face with towel to dry my face... After that i faced the mirror and... A scary version of SUNNY appeared... And it said...

"mArI....iM sOrRy"

I closed my eyes...
And wished it was gone... SUNNY isn't dead... He isn't...  I know it! SUNNY... He won't leave me!

Then i opened my eyes and it was gone... I guess i am pretty strong...

And i went to the dining room and saw Mom and Dad... Arguing... And i heard of all their conversation and it made me frozed

They are... planning... On SUNNY'S funeral...
When SUNNY was announced dead. Dad planned on criminating SUNNY'S body while Mom refused and want him to place at the casket. They argued. They always argue and never ever talked it nicely! Wait... SUNNY was...dead? That's why they are planning a funeral? For him? No...they could be joking! And if they are i am going to correct it! It. Is. Not. Funny! I feel like im pissed...

i step out of the shadows and faced them

MARI: Why are you planning a funeral for SUNNY?

Ms. Suzuki: oh MARI, i didn't know your here... Is everything alright? Are you okay?

MARI: where's SUNNY? I didn't see him here... where is he?

Mrs. Suzuki: MARI...

Mrs. Suzuki: w- what are you talking about MARI?

MARI: is he with BASIL? Is he helping BASIL on gardening again?

Mr. Suzuki: MARI, What are you– why are you acting so weird huh? And why are you interrupting a conversation of adults! Is something wrong with you?

MARI: hmm what plant are they planting?
Tulips? Lily? Sunflower? Hmm what are they planting today... Ah maybe a nice and blooming roses! Ahahaha

Mr. Suzuki: SNAP IT OUT MARI SUZUKI! SUNNY IS DEAD! YOU HEAR ME? HE COMMITTED SUICIDE!

Mrs. Suzuki: DEAR STOP YELLING AT MARI!
SHE HASN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG! IF YOU WANT TROUBLE FACE ME NOT HER! YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHY SHE IS ACTING LIKE THIS! SO DONT TRY MAKING IT WORSE THAN BEFORE!

Mr. Suzuki: Tsk. I will criminate SUNNY'S body... And that is the best decision! And dont you dare object!

MARI: ...

While they argue, my head is filled with the words dad told me and... SUNNY... He is really dead? He is... And i remembered what happened last night... It's all my fault that SUNNY died... But i refuse to believe... That SUNNY is dead... And i know he will come here! I know!

I run towards my room and tears falling down on my cheeks... I laid down at my bed and hoping everything is okay... Sunny is alive...i know it! I covered my self with blankets and faced the other side of my bed... I think im about to fall asleep... I closed my eyes...

But suddenly, cold hands touch me and is shaking forward and backward like its waking me up... Then a familiar voice called..

"MaRi, HeLp Me... I hAd A nIgHtMaRe... AnD i CaNt SleEp AnYmOrE... cAn I sLeEp BeSiDe YoU?"

Sunny? I think it is really him.....is he?... i want to turn around if it is true but my other persona dont want to face him. What should i do?

               > TURN AROUND

                   DO NOTHING

Want MARI to turn around?

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I am sorry for posting this Wednesday but i just wanted to know what your decision is...

But dont worry i have both of the scenes...
Hehe bye!

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