our love | minsung ✗

nine.

「𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙡𝙨𝙚」

" at least i had the courage
to lose myself in something
i truly wanted. "
— faraway

"so, are we not gonna talk about it?" minho had asked when they were driving to jisung's house. the silence was finally broken when minho had said that, they'd been in silence for the last couple of minutes since minho started driving. since jisung had just said that. jisung hasn't spoken a word since either, both to stunned and embarrassed to speak about it, or about everything.

jisung knows about minho's feelings, and minho didn't deny anything, but he's also isn't admitting it. jisung wants to have sex with his best friend, jeezes what else was left unsaid? oh, many things. such as, what was going to happen next? will they kiss and touch each other? or will they behave like friends, and nothing more?

they talked, but it doesn't seem like they talked about the important things. even so, it's not like we all have our future planned. so, does that mean they have to have it planned? no, not really. but they both actually quiet like it that way, they don't need to label themselves as best friends or best friends with benefits or boyfriends who are currently dating, nothing of those sorts. just people with a good relationship.

they'd rather just let it all go with the flow and see where it takes them.

"i don't want to talk about this anymore. do we even have to?" jisung wondered.

minho shrugs, "no we don't. but you know we will have to someday, but it doesn't have to be now so, i don't think we have to."

jisung sighs exhaustively. "great, cause i really didn't want to think about that right now. i think it'll make me go into a crises."

minho hums, "mmh, but does that mean...we just go back to normal?"

"yes."

"so no sex?"

jisung tried not to choke on his own tongue, or saliva. "um...no?"

"no more kissing?"

"no..?" jisung hesitated, unexpectedly.

minho clicks his tongue, and he seeks a glance at jisung. "what if, what if it just happens?"

"well, it happens."

"so kissing is fine?"

jisung gasps, "are you implying you want to kiss me?" he has enough with the questions of things best friends probably shouldn't be doing, but he knows that minho actually thinks of him more than just a friend. so, he doesn't get mad, he's just surprised as to what to tell him. should they kiss? it's not like jisung hates it, in fact, he actually wants more of it. just like he said, more of minho without any feelings involved.

minho nods his head fondly. "yeah, i want to kiss you." the truth shouldn't have surprised jisung, but it did, because fuck what should he say back? oh yeah we should kiss cause i want to have sex with you? yeah, a very best friend response.

thankfully, minho had come to an abrupt stop in front of jisung's house so jisung glanced away from minho and opened his door to climb out. minho sighs when he sees jisung climb out without saying anything back. did he mess up? he felt like he didn't, cause jisung had said he'd known about his feelings, so he wasn't planning to keep them a secret cause that'll just absolutely ruin his plan. jisung wanted to take advantage of him, so why couldn't he?