our love | minsung ✗

six.

「𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧」

"i am in love with the impossibility of us."
—lauren eden

they get to jisung's house close to nine o'clock. the whole ride back was silent, but there was clearly something in the way for the two to enjoy the silence. and it was visibly because of jisung's change of mood, he was still somewhat mad about it, and it only got worse when he realized they've gotten to near his house. which meant minho was going inside with him, which meant eun-hye will want minho, it was all too frustrating for jisung. why did all these people want to steal his hyung away? 

why couldn't minho just stay with him? why was he with everyone else but him? when jisung is the only one has known him the longest. the only one who knows him. so why was minho with his sister or with random women? why couldn't minho just belong to him? 

jisung knew he was being greedy. but that was one of his traits. he was greedy for the things he wants. for the things that belong to him. and he wants minho to belong to him, not anyone else. he hated seeing the older with somebody else that wasn't him, kissing and touching someone that wasn't him. call it whatever you want, but jisung just wanted to keep minho to himself without any romantic feelings involved. 

what would you call this? 

toxic love? tragic love? unrequited love? shit, i don't even know myself. and jisung doesn't even know himself either, but do we all really have the answers to everything? 

jisung observes as he watches minho park his car near his house and walk out in the chilly night. minho opens jisung's door, noticing how the younger didn't move from his seat. minho locked his eyes with jisung, and he tried not to notice how jisung's eyes form into something more intense. sweet. why was jisung suddenly feeling sweet? 

"are you not gonna get off?" minho questioned, he put his hands up as he gripped the car's roof, staring down at jisung who still sat comfortably in the passengers seat. 

"do you have to get off?" jisung provoked. 

minho chuckled and he lowered his head, averting jisung's gaze. "do you not want me to get off?" minho wondered, and his tone had change into some more teasing, he looked at the younger with a cocky smile that looked as if he were flirting. or maybe jisung was just too dense to notice him actually flirting. 

jisung shrugged his shoulders, attempting to look uninterested but it was clearly a fail. his emotions getting the best of him. "wanna the truth?" jisung whispered, and he slightly leaned in closer to the older. 

minho hummed pleasantly, and he leaned in closer as well, his hands now shoved inside his pockets as stretching his hands to touch the roof of the car became too tiring. jisung noticed how their breathes joined together and they were both breathing the same air, creating a minty tropical smell together. minho's breath smelt minty due to the gum he had chewed on a while back, and jisung's smell coming from the lollipop he had on the way to his house. it didn't feel disgusting for neither of them, in fact it was strangely addictive. 

"i don't want eun-hye to see you..." for some reason minho's heart pumped more faster than it had before and his adrenaline rushed by the next words that escaped jisung's mouth. "i want you to stay with me." 

minho didn't know what jisung was trying to do. was he faking everything and just playing with his feelings? did he know minho liked him all along? was he using it as an advantage now? whatever the truth was, minho kinda didn't want to figure it out. at least not in this moment, because damn were jisung's eyes captivating. jisung was bewitching minho, and he knew it.