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fifteenth.

「𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪」

"how difficult it is to be simple"
— vincent van gogh

the day has been filled with nothing but boring unimportant things that mean nothing much to the two males. jisung went out with his mom to grab some groceries, afterwards he stayed in his bedroom doing nothing but going over the lyrics and the strumming of the guitar until he got tired of it. he read a few chapters of a book and he finished his homework without any sort of big trouble. the day was filled with boring but yet soothing things that made jisung feel at ease with himself again. it sorta felt like...he's healing himself by trying not to feel guilty for what he's doing.

as he's in bed scrolling through social media, a text chimes and he notices who it's from.

bangchan:
hey, just checking how you're doing
you all better now?

jisung:
all good hyung
i made some time for myself and i'm feeling better now
thank you, but you shouldn't worry about it anymore
you just take care of yourself, okay?

bangchan:
it's good to hear you're okay
and also, just so you know, i do take care of myself!
i'm hanging out with hwang hyunjin right now

jisung stops typing upon seeing the name 'hwang hyunjin.'

who's that?

soon after, his own question is answered by bangchan who now messaged him a photo of him and the red head who jisung now recalled.

oh, right, the majestic looking male.

jisung:
tell him i said hi and to have fun

bangchan:
just did
he got flustered when he found out i was texting you

jisung:
why?

bangchan:
he doesn't like taking photos nor sending them to anyone
so, he was embarrassed when i sent you that photo

jisung:
well he looks good
if i were him i'd take millions of photos of myself

bangchan:
hahaha i'll text you later
beer just got here!!!

jisung:
alright bye~~
invite me next time!!!

bangchan:
if you want you can still come over
i'll send you the location

jisung:
no it's fine!
i was just playing with you hyung
have fun

bangchan:
okidokie~

jisung closes off the app after sending a heartful looking emoji that he feels satisfied after looking. he goes on netflix and decides to just continue a drama that was on his 'continue list' that he had forgotten all about.

ღ

the day was ending soon, and jisung began to wonder if minho was coming to visit him again or if he wasn't. jisung wasn't that eager to know though. he wouldn't be disappointed if minho didn't end up coming for dinner today either.

to be honest, jisung didn't know if he even wanted to see minho.

well, he wasn't annoyed nor bothered by the fact of seeing the older. of course he wants to. but the overthinking he gets when he's with minho, drains him down.

jisung doesn't want to pay too much attention to what that meant to him. really, he just wanted to hang out with minho without overthinking about anything.