our love | minsung ✗

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「𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙜𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙜」

"You are my sun,
my moon,
and all of my stars."
— E.E. Cummings

"wow, they're so pretty," jisung mumbles to himself as he admired the rays of stars painted on to the night sky, unable to believe what he was really seeing was at all actually real. he had only got to see night sky on the balcony of his bedroom but now he was finally seeing everything. how endless the night sky was filled with shimmering stars.

minho smiled softly, pulling jisung more closer to him. "just like your eyes, jisung," minho comments as he nuzzles his gray haired head with jisung's brunette locks.

jisung chuckles softly. "oh wow, that's very extreme don't you think?"

minho shakes his head fondly. "nope, not at all."

"my eyes can't be more beautiful than sky, minho. i mean, look at that!" jisung brings his hands up to demonstrate what minho seems to be missing out on.

minho merely hums in acknlowedgment. "yeah, nope. you'll never be able to change my mind."

jisung rolls his eyes back in a playful manner as he hisses out a chuckle of disbelief. "you're unbelievable," jisung teases.

minho cocks his brows. "is that so?"

"yes, that is so!" jisung exclaims, unable to hold his laughter that bubbles out his throat.

it's been five months. jisung and minho are practically glued together and never to be broken apart, it was very clear they loved each other very much now.

everyone has gotten the news and the jets since the beginning, so all they had to do was give the two a 'i-knew-since-the-beginning' kind of look, clearly unsurprised and more cocky about how they knew they'd end up together even when they two would say not so (more so jisung would say that).

yong-sun didn't end up taking the news great though. he was deeply heart broken and sorta jealous about jisung's new relationship with minho. his entire hope was crashed and jisung trying to continue being his friend without any feelings involved, didn't make things any better. yong-sun liked jisung. much more than he ever thought he would. yong-sun couldn't handle it, so, he left the band. 

everyone was pretty bummed out since they'd have to find a new drummer and take a break off of practices till they'd find a new drummer. but, not to worry, somehow byeong-ho managed to find a drummer in less than a week. his name was gunil, a first year in their college. he didn't look like the type to fall in love with jisung, so, that was pretty great.

and eun-hye is seeing someone now, one of jisung's friends, bang-chan. jisung had introduced them when bang-chan came over for a quick homework sesh practice. somehow, they seemed to have already known each other.

bangchan says they ran into each other in the mall. not in a good way though. bangchan had spilled his drink on eun-hye's clothes from being too distracted looking at his phone to realize he was walking into eun-hye. and, eun-hye was too busy conversing with her friend to notice the guy closely approaching her. not a surprise to know eun-hye was a bit annoyed and mad when she noticed the familiar face. though, bang-chan being the most kindest person ever, he nicely apologized and asked her what he could do to make it up to her, knowing then that she was his best friend's sister.

gradually, eun-hye took begin to take notice of bang-chan in a different way. which, leads them to going out together.

of course, jisung was happy to see that. he wasn't worried at all thinking about the two, he knew they'd up together and be a good fit for each other. eun-hye's hot-headed, she's not careful with her words, and she struggles with patience. bang-chan was the complete opposite of that. the older was charming, kind, and had patience. jisung hoped his friend would help his sister with that.

jisung's mother now knows about their relationship. she's looks happier and somewhat surprised by the news. but, she isn't disappointed nor disgusted. she loves her son, and she trusts minho. she adores them both.

everything was finally turning out good, like they always did and will continue to do. 

minho had gotten them tickets to travel to the countryside of japan for a while. it was one in the morning and they were currently laying down in a blanket as they both admired the stars above them. but, minho was too busy admiring something else, jisung knew this but tried not to focus too much on it. really, this had been all for jisung. since minho knew how much the younger loved stargazing. and because minho had something else in mind that he wanted jisung to know as well.

"do you love me more than the stars, jisung?" minho blurts out the thing that comes in mind the next second.

jisung flinches, his smile falls and he slowly turns to meet minho's gaze. "how could you ask me that sort of question?" flustered jisung says.

minho shrugs his shoulders. "it was the first thing that came to mind, sorry," minho admits.

jisung sighs softly before he extends his hand out and reaches for minho's face, caressing his cheeks softly. "i love you more than the stars, minho," jisung promised.

minho raises his brows in curiosity. "hmm...are you sure about that?" minho teases.

jisung sighs and brings minho closer to him, his legs wrap around the older's body tightly. with a serious tone and expression, jisung lets out the word "yes."

even after months, days, weeks have passed, jisung still feels awful for what he had done to minho. he wishes he were just more open to himself and more acceptable with himself sooner so then he wouldn't have had to be so selfish and wrong to minho. god, he would do anything to go back in time and return minho the same feelings he had for him since the beginning rather than try to ignore and move on from them.

jisung feels like an idiot whenever he thinks about the past.

how everything could've been avoided if he had just accepted the love he had trouble admitting he wanted.

everything could've been easier...yet, who said love is easier said than felt?

even so, jisung is just extremely happy that the worst has gotten better.

spending time with minho heals something in him. every single day, something is being healed and being fed with a hint of acceptance and acknowledgment.

"i love you. i love you as my beat friend, i love you as my other half, as my soulmate, as my lover, and even as a stranger, i will...always, and continue, to love you, minho...i'm sorry i didn't realize that sooner."

ty for those who have supported this story through it's end.
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