My Allegiance (3)

Chapter 5

(Y/n's POV)

I feel numb, and cold, and empty.

"You've made a huge mistake," I say icily as I use my sleeves to dry my face.

"I don't think that I have."

"I have nothing left now. You've taken them from me, but now you have nothing you can use against me. I don't give a shit what you do to me. Like you told me, I'm not a little girl any more. I won't break like I used to. I won't give in and I won't do what you want me to do. And I will not stop rebelling against you until you are dead."

"It's admirable, I must admit, how passionate you are. You will comply, I can guarantee that. For now though, I think you could use some time to think things over. Think about your actions and their consequences."

There's the loud sound of a buzzer as the door to the room unlocks and opens, and two lab rats walk in. They're not respectable enough to be called scientists. They both hold a cattle prod in one hand, as if that can do any real damage to me, and one has shackles in his other hand whilst the other has a gag.

"Just a precaution of course," the one on the left says with a sneer.

"Go fuck yourself," I snarl as he approaches me.

I'm backed into the corner and it's not like I have any options. I roll my eyes that are still swimming with tears, and I turn with my arms behind my back so he can shackle me.

"That's better," he whispers into my ear, and I violently shiver in disgust.

"Do not put that thing on me," I snap at the other man as he approaches with the mouth restraint.

He at least has the decency to look apologetic, "I'm just following orders."

"What the fuck do you think I'm gonna do? Bite you?"

"You said it not me. Look, I'm sorry but I don't have a choice."

"Just put the goddam thing on her," the other guy says, impatient. "I've got shit to be getting on with."

"Sorry," he says again, then secures the gag around the back of my head.

They both grab an arm and lead me out of the small room. I know exactly where I'm headed.

This is my first time going into there since coming back here, but I know it won't have the same affect on me that it used to. He can't put me in any more pain than I'm already in, and isolating me will make no difference because I already feel alone.

Honestly I wish he would just kill me.