Betrayed and Broken

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Haze's POV
I had the best birthday of my life. First was the amazing anal sex Sky and I had. I can't believe she let me do that. She kept saying she never would. I hope she knows she will be doing it more often now. It felt amazing. The birthday dinner was great, but the best part was finding out Sky was pregnant. I'm so happy. I never thought I'd ever be this happy. When Amber told me she was pregnant, I wasn't happy or excited, even though I thought the baby was mine. I think deep down, I knew he wasn't mine.

Today is our first apt. I couldn't contain my emotions when I saw our baby for the first time. It was a beautiful moment. When we got to hear the baby's heartbeat, it was one of the best moments of my life. We agreed to be surprised, so we don't know what we are having yet.

I love watching Sky's belly grow. Knowing I did, that made me so proud. Right now, I'm sitting watching my very pregnant mate eating a bowl of cereal. Her biggest craving has been cereal, any sugary fruity cereal she didn't care. "I love seeing our mate pregnant," Dante said. "Me too," I replied. "We may have to keep her knocked up," I added. "I agree." Dante smiles. "What are you smiling about?" Sky asks. "Oh, Dante and I just agreed on something," I replied. "Oh yeah, what's that?" she asks. "We like seeing you pregnant. We think we will keep you knocked up," I say with a smile. "I don't fucking think so," she growled. "Luna asked if you guys want to be castrated," she says with a laugh. "No way," Dante growls. "Um, no baby, we are good," I say as I kiss her very sugary lips.

I'm sleeping when I feel Sky grab my arm. I jump up; "what's wrong?" I asked. "My water just broke, and my contractions are every 4 minutes," she pants. Oh shit. I jump out of bed and grab her bag. I link my parents and hers, and then I link the doctor. "Ok baby, come on, we have to get to the hospital." I pick her up and carry her bridal style to the hospital. The hospital is next to the pack house. No driving is needed. We get to the hospital, and the nurses come running to us. "Oooooooh," Sky breathes through her contraction. "Breath, baby, just breath," I tell her.

"You are at an eight. It's almost time," Dr Sam says as he pulls his hand back out of her vigina. "Baby, you're doing great. I know it's painful, but we are almost there" Sky grabs my hand and squeezes it. "Ooooooooh shit, it hurts, it hurts," she pants. "I know, baby, I'm here," I tell her as I kiss her forehead.

Our parents and brothers are out in the hall waiting. "How's everything" my mother links me. "She is at an 8," I link back. "Oh my god, any time now," she links excitedly. "Blaze and the family here yet," I ask. "Yes, they are here," she replies. Kail's family has become our family. We were all close before, but we are closer now. We are family. We include them in everything, and they include us in everything.

"Are they here?" Sky asks. "Yes, they are all here," I reply. She smiles and then grabs my hand. "I feel like I gotta push," she screams.  "Let me check," Dr. Sam says as he puts his rubber gloves on. He checks her cervix. "Luna, it's time. Alpha, I need you to hold this leg up, and Nurse Sarah will hold up the other leg. Luna, when I tell you too, I need you to lean forward and press your chin to your chest and push, " he says as he is getting everything ready.

"OK, Luna, are you ready to push?" he asks. "Yes," she pants. "Ok, Luna, push." She does exactly what the doctor has said. She pushes with all her might. "Oh God," she screams. "Ok, Luna, that was great; relax and take a few breaths," the doctor says. She falls back to the bed and breathes. "Ok, Luna, get ready." She gets into position. "Push, Luna push." She screams in pain. "Ok, Luna, take a break." I feel so helpless. I don't know what to do. I hate seeing her in so much pain.

It's been 47 minutes of pushing so far. "I can't do this, Haze" she cries. "Yes, you can, baby; remember, you are a warrior, and you are so strong and so brave. You've got this, baby you've got this, " I said as I kissed the top of her head. "Get ready, Luna, push; that's it, Luna. Push push push, and I see the head," the doctor says. "Oooooh gggooooodddd," she breathed as she pushed harder. "The heads out," the doctor says. "Relax, Luna, one more push should do it." I lean forward and look. "Oh my God, baby, the head is out. You're doing so good. " "Ok, Luna, last push, give it everything you've got. Push Luna. That's it, push keep going. " "Oooooooohhhh, ssshhhhiiiiitt," she moans as she pushes through the pain. "That's it, push. OK, Luna, it's out." Sky and I look at each other; then we hear the baby cry. We both start crying. "Congratulations, alpha, and Luna, it's a boy," the doctor says as he lays our son on Sky's chest.

I can't believe I have a son. He is so beautiful. "I told you, you can do it. You have done a great job, baby." I say through my tears and kiss her lips. "Look at him. He is perfect. He is so worth that pain, " she says as she kisses his head. I kiss the top of his head and run my hand on his back. I'm dying to hold him, but I'll wait my turn. I still have tears running down my face. "Do you want to hold your son?" Sky asks. "God, yes," I reply. I take our son and hold him in my arms. "You are so beautiful. I love you so much, " I say as I kiss his head. He is so precious. "Luna, alpha, we need to clean him up. We will give the little alpha right back, " Dr. Sam said with a smile. "Thank you so much, Dr. Sam," Sky says as she hugs him. "Yes, Dr. Sam, thank you so much I say as I shake his hand. "You're welcome. You have a beautiful son, " he says with a smile.

Sky and I are lying in bed with our son. No one's been in to see him yet. They gave us an hour by ourselves. "Are you happy?" I ask Sky. "Very," she says with the biggest smile. "Me too," I reply. "I love you so much, Sky. Thank you for changing me and making me a better person, but most of all, thank you for giving me a second chance and making me a father. I love you so much, " I cry. Then I kissed her. "Baby, thank you for helping me through the hardest time of my life. I don't think I could have survived any of it if you weren't right there with me. Thank you for never truly giving up on us, and thank you for making me a mother again. " She cries, remembering the baby she lost.

"Ok, so are you guys all ready to meet our baby?" I ask as I walk into the waiting room. They all stand up. "What is it?" my father asked. "Sky will tell you guys," I reply. "Come on," I say as I turn and walk back to the room. I go and stand next to Sky as everyone piles into the room. When everyone is in, Sky and I smile at each other. "We'd like you all to meet future Alpha Kailan Haze Williams, our son," Sky said with a huge smile.

Kail's parents and brothers started crying. "He is named after 2 of the most important men in my life. The 2 men that saved my life.I hope that's OK with you?" she asked Kail's parents. They both just nodded their heads in approval as the tears fell from their faces.

"Who wants to hold him first?" I asked
Of course, they all wanted to hold him first. Sky's mom held him first, and then he just got passed around the room. Everyone fell in love with him. After a couple of hours, everyone left.

Sky and I lay in bed with our son. "He is going to be one spoiled little boy," I said as I kissed his head. "Yes, he is, but he will be a very lucky boy with six grandparents and so many uncles. Oh God, I just realized you goofballs are going to be his male role models as he grows up. Maybe he isn't so lucky after all," Sky laughs. "Ha Ha Ha you're so not funny." I laugh.

I love that she wants to includKail'sls family in everything. She has been so great with them. She has even tried to get Blaze and Cole to talk to their father, but they aren't there yet. I hope they will be soon. I know he misses them. They are great with Jacob, though.

Sky ended up falling asleep with Kailan between the 2 of us. I look at my beautiful mate, the mother of my child, and I am so grateful to be here like this today. We have come a long way. This is what we were destined for. We were made for each other. No one could ever replace her or this. I don't even know why I thought differently. I still can't believe how close I was to losing this. I am eternally grateful that the moon goddess blessed us with a second chance. I love this woman wholeheartedly. I can't picture my life being with anyone other than her.

I will make sure I never lose this. I will do whatever I have to do to protect my mate and my son. No one matters more than these 2 sleeping in my arms right now. I couldn't be happier than I am right now. I hope we have more kids. I want a big family with this woman. I think we can handle it. I know I can handle anything as long as she is at my side where she is meant to be.

"I love you, Sky," I say as I kiss her forehead. "I love you, Kailan, and I will always be here for you,"I whisper as I kiss my son's head. My son, I love the sound of that. "Thank you, goddess, for blessing me with Sky and now our son," I whisper before I fall asleep, peacefully holding my mate and my son.