Well now it's 3AM and the sleepover is at my brother's house. Per usual Lillian is trying to get it on with my brother, Debbie is sharing a joint with Evon and Cameron, and Me and Malik are making food in his kitchen. Now as I said before I'm had a problem with alcohol, I'll elaborate more on that later.
"You alright dude?" Malik gulped down the last of his beer, which I so happened to be staring at. I so badly wanted to rip it from his hand and drink and drops left from it.
"Uh..I..am f-fine" I lied, I just wanted, no, needed to relapse. Honestly I feel like going off on a bender and drinking till my liver dies, but if I were to, that'd ruin my 2 years sober. I just can't risk that.
" Remember, he's had a drinking problem in the past, if you're gonna drink do it away from him." Evon walked into the kitchen and grabbed a slice of cheese I had been cutting.
"Can we not?" I sighed, holding on to any dignity I had left, after getting several flashbacks.
I never told any of my friends that through my freshman year I had a drinking problem, only Debbie knew, she was smart. She took notice almost as soon as my problem started. The constant reeking of alcohol, the blood shot eyes, and the always stumbling and slurring my words. She told me many times I had a problem but, addiction was a disease. People who were afflicted by it usually can't shake it, but I somehow got lucky.
"Oh shit, I didn't know, I'm sorry." Malik choked.
"It's fine" I went and laid on Debbie and she tried ran her fingers through my tangled, curly hair.
"What's wrong?" Debbie petted my head as if I was a dog.
"I want a drink" I huffed out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"How about a joint Instead baby?" She said in a caring tone.
Now before I could answer something hit my brain like a rock. "Come on Evon, sleep with me once? You know you want too?" Lillian said trying to climb on Evon who pushed her away.
"No, now quit trying to get with me. I have a girlfriend, like I've told you many times before." Evon's voice hitched up an octave I think.
"Ugh you're always, girlfriend this girl friend that. I can be your girlfriend, I'm better that she'll ever be." Lillian crossed her arms.
"One, you're underaged. Two, I would never wanna be with you, and three, sorry hurt your over confident ego." Evon scooted over, away from Lillian.
"Lillian quit flirting with my brother, it's disgusting." I took the joint out of Debbie's hands and puffed on it quite annoyed.
"Where are we sleeping?" Lillian laughed slightly, maybe due to the second hand high? I don't really know what goes on in her brain.
"Well Cameron is already slumped on my bedroom floor, you and Debs can take the the couch, I don know what Malik what's to do." I said hoping I'd get the chance to wither my way between Malik's crotch tonight.
"I'll sleep with Mateo I guess, I'm not tryna to take space away from you guys on the couch." Malik groan as he went to town on some pizza rolls.
My cheeks went completely flush, they were burning hot. I was scrambling around in my head trying to muster up the word to say but I didn't, so I just stayed silent.
"Are we just gonna leave Cam on the floor?" Malik said, with his mouth stuffed, like an Idiot.
"He's already there, so just leave him there's no point. You guys know how he is, if you wake him up he's gonna be bouncing off the walls." Debbie groans, pursing her lips together.
"God bless his over active soul." I laughed, but it came out more of a sickly groan.
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Curls and Dreads (Slowburn BxB)
Ficción GeneralYaoi (boyxboy) has alot of racial issues also ∆everyone in this story is in highschool∆ Mateo Rodriguez, a Junior in highschool, who has no idea what the fuck to do about his crush on his best friend, Malik Thompson. Mateo has struggled with a what...
