ONIKA
It was Friday, Fridays mean two days without seeing Bey so I was sad.
I was even more sad because she texted me during fourth period that she was going home early.
We've been really good. We kiss sometimes and we even held hands once. She was really just pulling me to my car because she wanted to get food and I was taking too long but I think it still counts.
She's also been smoking more she's been taking pills, at school at least. I thought it would be a good idea to Facetime her once but we didn't say on the phone long because she wasn't really saying anything that made sense.
I don't care, I still have a crush on her even though she said we can't be together.
Now that she said it, I could tell how obvious it was. Sometimes I notice how I look at her or how I sort of follow her around like a lost puppy.
She texted me to meet her in the bathroom before she left and I didn't hesitate to get a pass.
I walked into the specific bathroom she told me to meet her in and saw her leaning on the sink. As always, there was smoke around her.
She smiled at me with low eyes. "Hey pretty girl. I like your outfit today."
I let the door close behind me and walked over to the sink. I looked up at her with the biggest smile on my face. "Really? You think so?"
I'm glad she noticed. It was Friday so I wanted to look extra nice. I was wearing ripped light wash jeans and a pink long sleeve crop top.
"Yeah, you basically have abs now superwoman. You look great."
"Thanks." I was smiling a little too hard. "Why are you leaving so early? I thought you were trying to have better attendance now."
The smile disappeared from her face and she rolled her eyes. "I have to deal with some dumb shit."
"Like what?"
"I basically have to go to my dads house and make it look like I live there for a couple hours."
"Your dad?" I did not mean to look as shocked as I did learning that she had a dad.
"Yeah. It's this whole thing, I don't really want to get into it."
"Well how are you going to get there? Is your friend going to pick you up?"
"No but I'll be fine."
"Is it close? Do you need a ride?" I honestly wouldn't mind that much.
"Me make you skip? Definitely not. You need to be in all your classes like the good girl you are. I'll be fine, it's nothing I haven't done before."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm sure, want a kiss?"
I smiled, "Duh." I always do.
I walked even closer to her and waited for her to kiss me, I can never do it first.
She put her hand on my back and kissed me. She never touches me anywhere inappropriate when we kiss, and I'm not complaining. I'm very new to this still and that type of stuff still makes me nervous.
The kiss was only a couple seconds long but while we were pulling away, the door opened.
I turned around and took a big step back from Bey when I saw that it was Solana. She doesn't have a problem with Bey and I but I still didn't want to make things weird.
"Oh, hey Sos." I was trying to sound as casual as possible.
"I'm about to go, I'll see you Monday." Bey awkwardly patted my shoulder and started walking toward the door.
