Wednesday 6:55 PM
guys... :
i think i like her 💔 :
lo 😋: who? bey?
india 🧖🏽♀️: definitely bey
yeah 🫤 :
why am i out getting bbq with her rn :
she stepped out to take a call :
:
lo 😋: wait that looks so good 😫india 🧖🏽♀️: what's wrong with liking bey though?
india 🧖🏽♀️: she clearly likes you too i saw it
my 5 year plan doesn't include a relationship :
with a drug dealeri think about the long term in every situation :
and for a drug dealer there are very few options99.5% of those end in me suffering :
but she literally texted me yesterday telling :
me to be ready at 6 and then picked me up with a russian backwood already rolled and we smoked on our way here 😩 literally the best to my heartindia 🧖🏽♀️ loved a message.
lo 😋 loved a message.
india 🧖🏽♀️: but you like her so why not??
lo 😋: doesn't mean she's not aware
it's hard :
killing people and stuff is kind of wild :
and too far for me idk 😭😭especially like the whole morality part of it :
i'm not an angel but ending someone's life 😵💫lo 😋: i kinda agree but also idk
india 🧖🏽♀️: it's not like you know that for a fact so
just don't ask her about that part of her lifelo 😋: well ignorance is bliss
lo 😋: until you get caught in a drive by or something
india 🧖🏽♀️: fuck all that!!
lo is right but then i think about how cute :
and nice and respectful she is to me 😣and i fr LIKE her even when she's corny :
and annoyingidk guys :
i'm stressed :
lo 😋: i think you should be aware but not completely shut down the idea of getting to know her more because you clearly like her
india 🧖🏽♀️: and you deserveee it
india 🧖🏽♀️: you deserve to be happy and fucked and tricked on
it has been a minute :
working out all the time and having no sex :
has my sex drive insaneeeewhat if she just wants to fuck :
india 🧖🏽♀️: she definitely has options if she just wanted to fuck i don't think she would be pursuing you and taking you out to eat and sitting through your nail appointments
i guess you're right :
i'm just going to be calm and see how things :
gorobyn 😶🌫️
robyn 😶🌫️: wanna smoke?
i can't sorry im with bey :
later tn maybe? :
robyn 😶🌫️: oh okay
robyn 😶🌫️: doing what?
we're eating :
robyn 😶🌫️ liked a message
BAD BITCH CENTRAL
Wednesday 11:30 PM
i just got home... 😭 :
we drove around and then we went to the :
movies and then went to insomnia cookiewe almost kissed 🫣 :
india 🧖🏽♀️: almostt????
lo 😋: what happened
she was leaning in and i was letting her and :
then i moved at the last secondidk i just got scared or something 😭 :
next time maybe :
india 🧖🏽♀️: let's have a girls night friday night
can we have it at my house i don't feel like :
having to go anywhereindia 🧖🏽♀️: easier for me 😭
lo 😋: i bought caresha please
can we talk about it tomorrow 🙏 :
big mamas tired 😪 :
india 🧖🏽♀️: girl please
india 🧖🏽♀️: but goodnight pookies
lo 😋: goodnight 😇
nightt :
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