Pose

[Chapter 12]

{Song above is the song They all played at the concert :) }  

Clide Offers me a ride and let's me ride in the back of his car back to the concert. The whole time we're driving I'm completely in my thoughts trying to figure everything out.. On the one hand.. Zaiden seems like he really does care about me.. The way he notices when I'm uncomfortable.. The way he looks after me without forcing me, and how he comforted me.. He made me promise not to do something dangerous again.. He even showed me his scars.. He's the one who pinned me to the bed to stop me from clawing at myself and now the kiss.. Maybe I do Like him.. ? We finally get back to the concert and we all sneak backstage. I follow Clide until eventually we reach the front of the stage as people are still crowding inside in hoards.. This is going to be so difficult.. It's probably because Zaiden is a model so people already know and admire the guy. Fuck! There he goes again occupying my damn thoughts! When we get backstage Everybody gets ready as the people are finally settling in. Andrea who's not part of the band Runs onstage greeting the people. 'What's up Womfshire!?' The crowd of people cheer like mad. 'So we all know the famous Zaiden Slater and his Antics, and we all know we're here because of him. You guys have not met me yet and Unfortunately I can't be in the band myself, but my brother took over in that department. Now this band is Called Glitched Prisma! Which if you haven't noticed by how dim it is around me on stage right now, when these lights go off, it'll be a full on glow in the dark show. We did have glow sticks, glow wands and other fabulous things being handed out to you guys so you can all shine with us. But, I'd like to say to yiu all, Welcome to Glitched prisma, and I hope you enjoy the show! Let's hear it for the band members!!' Andrea runs back off stage and I grab Zaidens wrist right before we leave the backstage and the other guys are all running up. 'Ash.. I-' 'Shut the fuck up already, You apologize way too much!' I grab his face and Kiss him before I run off to grab my mask. When I get back he's alreadu kn stage and I run up with all my lights still off so I can hude in the dark like everyone else. Everything is quiet as hell and good grief it's scary.. I get my whips ready and my button that activates all my lights. It's pitch black except for the glow sticks and stuff glowing in the crowds. Suddenly I start to hear the drums which signals the que for us all to turn our lights on which we do and everyones instruments are lit up aswell as their masks which look similar to mine but in a huge variety of colors. I'm still standing with my clothes completely dark. AS i am in the middle nobody can still see me as I'm not blocking any lights. When the music finally starts I wait for the beat to start on and I turn my lights and whip's light on as soon as I hear it while I start dancing. They play a couple songs that I dance along to and I'm pretty sure we nailed it. When the show is finally over, Everyone heads to the front of the stage to continue talking to the audience as Clide takes over. 'What's up guys??' Everyone still has their masks on waiting for Clide. 'I'd like to introduce you to the band members!' The crowd starts to cheer wildly again. 'Alright so firstly Let me introduce the Pianist of the band Tannar!' Tannar steps forward taking his mask off holding it up and waving as the crowd cheers. 'The Bass, Noah and my baby brother Calum!' The two step forward as the crowd gives another Cheer. 'On the guitar we Have Freya and Of course myself.' Clide says proudly taking his own mask off along with Freya. 'Oh my gods Fresh air, alright. Next we have Mike on the drums,' Mike repeats the same as everyone. And again, the crowd gies nuts. 'Our singers, Who you've all been waiting for, Zaiden himself, Freya again and Lizzy! We all know Freya has to be a bit Extra.' Clide jokes and the crowd goes absolutely fucking mad. 'Now lastly, we have a new guy, he's been added to our little friend group not that long ago, He's a bit shy, Give it up for our amazing dancer Ash!' I suddenly hear a bunch of whispering in the crowds as I step forward. I keep my mask on not wanting to attract any more unnecesarry attention. I feel a hand pull.me back a bit Before hearing Clide continue and I Turn off all my lights so I'm invisible in the background till I get off stage and I look up to see Andrea. 'Ash are you okay..??' 'I-.. I'm fine..' My ears perk up when I hear Clide saying my name again. 'Alright, So there has been a couple of rumors and lies going around about Ash. As well as some.. less than pleasant videos. I'd just like to inform you all, and remind you not to judge too quickly. Ash, since he became a part of our group has been going to a lot of therapy, and hesling due to hus past. Those videos you've seen, the rumors you've heard are just part of all the torture he's had to endure as a model. A dancer, and just iver all, one of the kindest, softest people I've ever met.' Clide looks over at me as if to ask for permission to continue and I nod. 'Ash went through some shit. His photographer used to be one of Zaiden's old photographers, He was making Ash feel bad about eating, about his bad habits and over all he was toxic. Zaiden went through it too. Those rumors, are nothing but a way he grabs attention at people. Nate's posts about Ash, Those were all forced. So if you all don't mind, I'd like you all to welcome Ash as kindly as you can because he really does deserve a Chance.' The crowd is still silent until I hear a few people cheering and the rest all Join in and start applauding before Andrea pushes me back onto the stage before Zaiden grabs me pulling my mask up only slightly to reveal my mouth as he Kisses me and pulls me into a hug and the crowd goes absolutely haywire. 'Alright, I'd also like to Welcome Andrea who helped out a lot with a lot of the set up. She's really good at making auick work of set ups. C'mere!' Andrea runs on stage rolling her eyes and waving before heading back out. Clide finishes everything up as me, Zaiden and the others leave the stage and Zaiden grabs me before pinning me back to a wall again, taking my mask off and kissing me. 'Zaide-' I barely manage to catch my breath as he kisses me before I finally manage to stop him. 'Zaiden! Calm down.. gods.. let me breathe!' 'Sorry.. I just..' 'It's okay.. Blame the heat.' I laugh pulling him back to kiss him before we're interrupted by Clide and the others who are cheering and laughing. 'Zaiden has a boyfriend~' I hear Lizzy taunting before Clide kicks in. 'Whoo, It's getting hot in here so take off all your clothes~' Zaiden laughs before throwing them with a nearby towel and hugging me again. 'Looks like you do have a thing for cats after all, How do you like your new Kitty Zade?' Tanner taunts. 'Shut up all of you, You're all jerks.' Zaiden laughs and I hide my Face in Zaiden's chest. 'Let's go home I'm fucked, I got no energy left, And I'm hungry again!' 'You're always hungry Noah!' 'And!?' Malikai comes running over from where we left him as he hugs Zaiden. 'Daddy that was awesome!!' 'Thanks bud.' Zaiden laughs lifting Malikai up and Malikay looks between me and Zaiden. 'Does this mean you two are finally dating??' 'Yes.. I guess it does.' Zaiden chucles before taling my hand as we walk back to the car, and I guess we triggered something because out of nowhere I notice Tannar and Mike holding hands, as well as Clide and Noah, Freya, Lizzy and Andrea. All except poor Calum. Me and Zaiden Put Malikai into his seat and get in as Zaiden drives us home and we talk the entire time. When we finally do get home Zaide  goes to shower while I take Malikai to bed and tuck him in again reading him a bed time story. I walk out of the room when he's fast asleep and go back to my room to shower and get dressed. When I get out of the shower I notice Zaiden sitting on my bed making me jump as I am only wearing a towel! 'Hey handsome.' He greets looking me up and down. 'Don't hey Handsome me! Let me get dressed!' I toss an extra towel at him that I was using for my hair but he catches it laughing. I walk over and take his face in my hands and it's only now that I notice his freckles. 'You have freckles??' Zaiden smiles nodding. 'They're nit that obvious.' 'Obviously, They're so fucking adorable..' 'You're adorable.' I stare into Zaiden's eyes as I notice that soft expression is on his face again. That gentle smile thay makes me feel so safe.. So... wanted... Zaiden pulls me back in for another kiss before pulling me onto his lap and I put my hands on his chest. 'Wa-Wait.. I don't.. I don't think I'm ready for that yet... I-I'm sorry..' 'Ash.. It's okay to not want to do things..I can wait. I was just going to cuddle you anyway, not my fault you're slow and haven't gotten dressed yet.' Zaiden jokes before I smack his head and get up to fet dressed. I go to turn around and tell zaiden to ahut his eyes or leave for a moment but I notice he's already cocering his face with a pillow. 'I'm not looking I swear.' I roll my eyes smiling as I get dressed and walk back over to him taking the pillow away from him and I hug him tightly as he wraps his arms around me. Eventually he pulls me over to the top of the bed and under the blankets while holding me in a cuddle position. I do love him after all..