The Brave Slytherin

Another win for Slytherin

A/N: around the middle of this chapter (I've put a warning before and I wrote where it ends) there's a short sexual scene. The consent is questionable and Y/N doesn't feel quite okay afterwards. If the scene itself can trigger you, you're okay to just skip it. 

I walked into the commonroom and there he was. Draco was telling everyone how he caught the snitch and helped Slytherin to the victory. Once he saw me, he walked over to me and gave me a passionate kiss. I never really liked kissing in front of other people, especially when sober, but I felt like I didn't really have another choice, so I just let it happen. I was glad when it was over and before it could happen again, I asked him if this victory meant that we would have a party tonight. 'Ofcourse we're having a party tonight. How could we not? We have to celebrate this win.' He answered. 

I walked over to my room to get dressed for the party and before I knew it, the party had already started. I walked into the commonroom and said hey to my brother and his friends. I asked if I could talk to him and Hermione for a second and together we went into my dorm. 'What's wrong Y/N?' Hermione asked me. 'Nothing is wrong, I just wanted to tell you guys something.' 'What's up?' Harry chimed in. 'Mom found out that I'm a Slytherin and that I'm dating Draco.' 'How?!' Harry asked. 'We were at the game and Draco waved at me from his broom. I told mom and dad, that it was because Draco is a partner on a project. Dad believed me, but mom didn't. I said I had to go to the toilet, to avoid more questions from her, but she followed me. She asked me what really was going on between Draco and me and I mispoke about being a Slytherin.' 'What did she say?' Hermione asked. 'Apparently she doesn't hate Slytherins at all and she has known since our first year that I am one. She just didn't say anything, because she knew I had my reasons to hide it. Overall she was just happy that I told her about myself and about dating Draco.' 'I knew she wouldn't get mad Y/N. I'm happy you finally told her.' Hermione told me. 'Me too.' Harry and I said at the same time. 

After I told them everything about my conversation with my mom, we walked back into the commonroom. Draco walked towards me and asked what that was about. I told him I just wanted to tell them something and that it wasn't important. He wanted to know more about what I wanted to tell Hermione and Harry, but I kept it vague, because I didn't want him to know what it was about. Before he could ask me again, I tried distracting him, by asking if he wanted to play Beerpong. It somehow worked, because within a minute we had gathered two teams and we were facing Cedric, Dean and Neville again. Just like last time. This time, we have to win. We started with a tie, 2-2. But, both Cedric and Neville missed their throws, which meant, that my team had an advantage of 4-2. We kept this advantage all the way to the last cups. The other team was behind 9-7, when Draco and Blaise both missed their throw. The score was now 9-9. Once again, the last throw was mine, so I threw the ball and this time I hit. I had won the game for us. I was so happy, that I didn't ruin it like last time, that I turned around and kissed Draco. Draco didn't mind at all, since he started leading me towards his dormroom. 

A/N: Short questionable-consentual sexscene warning. I have never written smut or anything like this before, so it's not good, but I wanted to put this in the story. 

We got into his room and sat down on the bed. We started making out for a while, until he started to take off my shirt. It was my first time having sex, but I didn't tell Draco. I didn't want him to know that. I was quite nervous, but I went along and took off his shirt. Draco started to unbutton his trousers  and I did the same. He reached over to his nightstand to grab a condom and put it on. He asked me if I was ready and before I could even finish the word 'Yes', he put it in me. He went fast and hard, I didn't really enjoy it, but I let it happen, because I had no idea what sex was supposed to be like. Maybe it is always like that. Before I knew it, he said he was about to finish. He finished and pulled out of me. He then took off the condom, threw it away in the trash and put on his clothes. I didn't know what to do, so I just put on my clothes as well. 

A/N: The scene with questionable consent is over. 

Draco then kissed me and said to me that he would go back to the party. He left and there I was, putting on my trousers alone in his room. I wanted to get out of there as fast as I could. Was this what it would aways be? It just felt like he was using me to get off and then leave. I hated this feeling. 
I walked out of the room and towards my own room. But, when I opened my door, I saw Mattheo making out with Daphne on his bed. I couldn't handle this as well, so I just turned around and walked out. I walked out of the commonroom and out of the castle. I had to get away, so I went to the lake. I sat down and just stared out at the water. It was quiet for 5 minutes, but then Mattheo sat down next to me. 

'What happened Y/N?' He asked me. 'Nothing.' 'It can't have been nothing. I saw your face when you walked into the room. Your face was already sad before you even saw me and Daphne.' 'It's nothing Mattheo.' 'Did Draco do something to you?' 'No, really it's nothing.' 'I'm going to kill him if he did something to you.' 'Please don't. It's stupid and I don't want to talk about it.' 'Just know that you can always talk to me about anything, okay Y/N.' 'I know. Shouldn't you be with Daphne by the way?' 'No, I had to check on my best friend.' I smiled softly. 'There is that smile that I love.' I started blushing a little bit, but then remembered that we're both dating people, so I just looked away. 

'What's that?' Mattheo asked out of nowhere. I looked down and noticed I was playing with my keys that had the Gryffindor lanyard from my grandparents on it. I had my keys with me, because my mom gave them to me earlier today, because Harry is going to go home for the weekend and he needed them. I quickly put my keys back in my pocket and said: 'Nothing.' Mattheo obviously saw what it was and so he asked me: 'Why do you have a Gryffindor lanyard on your keys?' 'I got it from my grandparents.' 'Why did you get a Gryffindor lanyard from your grandparents, when they know you're a Slytherin?' I stayed quiet. 'They know you're a Slytherin right? Ofcourse they know. You've been a Slytherin for over 5 years. How could they not know, right Y/N?' I still stayed quiet. 'Talk to me Y/N.' I looked away from him, when I said: 'No.' 'What no?' 'They don't know, Mattheo.' 'How could they not know?' 'Because I never told them. I just said to them that I was sorted into Gryffindor.' 'Why would you say that? I thought you loved being a Slytherin. I thought you liked us as your friends. And now you're telling me you didn't even tell your family that you're a Slytherin. Are you ashamed of us?! I know your brother is a Gryffindor and your parents were as well, but that doesn't mean you have to be. Is it THAT bad to be something other than a Gryffindor?!' Mattheo said angrily, while standing up. 'No, ofcourse I'm not ashamed of you. I love having you as my friends and I love being a Slytherin, but my family doesn't. My family hates Slytherins. Always have and always will. And that's why I can't tell them that I am one. I don't want them to hate me as well.' 'How could they ever hate you?! You're the nicest person I have ever met Y/N.'  'Because they hate Slytherins that much.' 'Why do they hate Slytherins that much?' Mattheo had calmed down a bit and sat down again. 'For one reason... your...' 'My what?.... It's because of my father, isn't it?' 'Yes. I'm sorry Mattheo.' 'Why didn't you tell me this sooner?' 'Because I didn't want to hurt you. I didn't want you to know, that my family hates all of us, because of your father.' 'But Y/N, now it just hurts you. You're not able to be yourself with them. You have to hide the part of you that shows everyone who you are.' 'I know, but I don't have a choice.' 'Who all knows about this?' 'Until today it was just Harry and Hermione, but my mom found out earlier today.' 'How did she react?' 'She actually wasn't mad at all. I've always had the feeling that she wouldn't really mind, but I could never know for sure. Turns out, she knew from the start and just never told anyone, because she wanted to protect my secret. But, I'm happy she knows now.' 'Aren't you scared that she will tell the rest of your family?' 'No. She promised me she wouldn't and she hasn't done it in the past 5 years, so why would she now?' 'Okay good. One more thing Y/N.' 'Yeah?' 'If your family hates Slytherins so much, because of my father, do they know about me?' 'Just my mom. The rest knows I have a best friend named Mattheo, but they do not know your last name, whose son you are and that you're a Slytherin.' 'Did your mom find that out today as well?' 'Yeah, she saw me looking at you and asked me who you were. I saw how she reacted about me being a Slytherin and dating Draco, so I told her the truth about you as well.' 'What did she say?' 'She was quite okay with it. She was shocked at first, because she didn't know your father even had a son and she didn't know that that same son went to our school. But, when I told her how much you mean to me, she told me, she was happy for me to have found such a good friend.' 'Awww, you care about me.' 'Yeah, I don't know why, because you can be such an ass sometimes, but I sadly do care about you Mattheo.' 'Well I care about you too Y/N.' 'I should hope so, otherwise this friendship might not work as well.' We just started laughing and enjoyed the rest of the evening sitting at the lake.