The Brave Slytherin

The aftermath (Mattheo's POV)

Did she really just say that? Did she really just tell me, she doesn't want to see or talk to me anymore if I made sure Draco wouldn't go on a date with her? I don't know what to do. I can't lose her, but I also can't see her with Draco. And punching him in the face, was clearly not enough to scare him off, because they decided to go on a date after that. I need to think about what I'm going to do, because if I make the wrong decision, I might lose her forever.
I already pushed her away enough, that she's sleeping in Pansy's room tonight, but I want her back in this room tomorrownight. 

I went out of my room to get some fresh air, but instead I bumped into Theo. Theo just got back from the party, but saw that there was something wrong with me. He probably saw what happened at the party and knows that that was not the only thing that happened, so he asked me: 'What did you do Mattheo?' 'I punched Draco.' 'Yeah, I saw that. But, what happened after that. You wouldn't be so distraught from punching Draco. You would be smiling about that.' 'Well I'm not. I fucked up Theo.' 'Why? What happened?' 'Y/N came back to our room and we had a fight. She asked me why I punched Draco and I told her that I don't trust him and that he's up to no good. And that she should stay away from him. She just got angry and told me to be supportive of her, since I'm her friend. She then told me that they're going on a date and that I wouldn't be able to do anything about them hanging out.' 'Well she's got a point there Mattheo. I know you like her, but if she's moving on with someone else, you should give her a chance to be happy.' 'I know that, but it shouldn't be with Draco. Draco is no good for her.' 'Why not?' 'I just know okay?' 'Did you read his mind?' 'Yes.' 'What did you see, Mattheo?' 'Just that he likes her a little, but also that he just wants to date her to annoy me and not because he cares about her.' 'Mattheo you should tell her.' 'I tried, but she wouldn't listen to me. And I can't tell her that I read his mind, because than she'll just get even angrier, because I betrayed Draco's privacy without his permission.' 'So, what are you going to do about it?' 'I can't do anything about it, Theo.' 'Why not?' 'Because, when I walked over to the door to go "talk" Draco out of dating her, she told me that she wouldn't want to see or talk to me anymore if I did anything to ruin things between her and Draco. I can't lose her, Theo. I really can't.' 'Geez Mattheo. You really fucked up.' 'Yeah I know.' Even Theo said I really fucked up. So, now I just have to figure out how I'm going to fix this. The last time we had a fight, it was bad, but this was somehow even worse. 'What are you going to do Mattheo?' Theo asked. 'I don't know. I'm at least going to stay out of her and Draco's way for a little bit and apologize in the morning. And I just hope, that that's enough.' 'Yeah I hope so too.' 

And with that we ended our conversation. I still went outside to get some fresh air and to think about how I was going to apologize to her. Since she's staying in Pancy's room for the night, she needs to come back to our room in the morning to grab some clean clothes. So, I'll just wait for her to come in and then I'll apologize. I'll tell her that I was drunk and I shouldn't have medled between her and Draco and how I'm going to try to be supportive of her. I just hope that that's enough for her to forgive me. I pushed her really far away tonight and it will be hard to make up for that, but I sure am going to try my absolute best to fix this.