Zayn's POV
I
Can't
Stop
I can't stop crying. Every time i get close Harry's beautiful smile enters my mind and I cry again.
I need him here in my arms holding me. Telling me it's gonna be ok. Telling me he's never gonna leave me again
He's been gone for 36 days.
36 FUCKING DAYS.
At this point I might go and get him myself. I can't keep going with him gone. I can't.
There's a knock.
I quickly wipe my tears and fix my face
Lou enters
"Hey um I was wondering if you wanted to go t-"
"No thanks Lou" I decline his offer before he finishes knowing it's something I don't wanna do
"Zayn pls I hate the sound of you crying they act like they can't hear it but I do Zayn pls you need to get out of this house, out of this room at least pls" Louis says in a hushed tone
'He hears me crying? Damn it that's so embarrassing'
I think for a minute about Lou's offer
"I'll go downstairs when you guys leave. Jus give a knock to let me know when your gone" I say
He smiles
"Okie dokie"
He leaves and I'm alone again
Harry begins to creep into my mind. And tears begin to pool my eyes.
I can't be alone anymore.
I get up and get dressed by the time I'm ready Lou knocks on the door letting me now their leaving
I open the door
Louis smiles brightly
"Your coming with us"
"Yeah I uh I jus can't be alone" I say looking down
Lou pouts "I understand well come on Zayner"
He grabs my hand and takes me outside I tense a little
I hiss at the bright sun
I look over to see a package with my name on it. I rip it open and slip the ring on my finger
This ring will protect me from the sun so I won't burn
"Where'd that come from" Louis ask's confused
"It was wet so it's been there for a while" I tell him
"Oh sorry about that"
"It's whatever" I shrug
We get in the car and there's silence
'No damn it they need to talk that's the only reason I'm here so he can stay out my head'
"So um Zayn how have yo-" Liam starts
"I don't wanna talk about him...pls" I cut him off I did this to get away from the thought of him now they wanna talk about him.
"Oh uhh yeah yeah that's fine we don't have to talk about Harry ummm"
I flinched at his name. I control my tears in front of them and lay my head down
Eventually they forget I'm there and start talking about Niall's recent drawings
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Another Chance -Zianourry Family
Hayran KurguWhen Zayn & Niall make horrible mistakes in their past and get a second shot at life will they take that shot and do good or will they make the same mistakes.
