tw// sa and sh
I was eight
I went to my bathroom and sat on the floor.
I was so disgusted that I rub and rubbed my thighs all over again and AGAIN.
I felt like throwing up while holding back my tears.
It felt like my own breath was choking me to death, it felt horrible.
1 line
2 lines
3 lines
4 lines
5 lines
6 lines
7 lines
8 lines
9 lines
10 lines
and over and over again until she felt unconscious and numb.
It was my first time,
till then I couldn't stop.
whenever I feel like i'm being abandon,
It scares me.
To the point, I shake and swell with tears
I say to myself, this is the last time
but it never is and never will.
- the endless loop
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Poésietw// sa, ed & sh if you experienced any of these, i'm so sorry! all my messy thoughts might not be positive at all so think twice before you read my poems. i'm so happy and proud you are still hanging there, you deserve all the love, and you worth i...
