I love you.
sorry
I love you more than anything.
sorry
I would leave my everything to be with you.
sorry
the girl continuously confessed him in each and different ways but no matter how much she loved him or confessed all that in 10000 words,
all he had to say was,
sorry
tears automatically swelled in her eyes
without realising.
he said, "promise you won't cry again."
but little did he realized all the times
he said sorry to her silly and hopeless confessions, she cried while shaking
and end up choking on her own breaths.
sometimes she felt,
"did he even loved me half as I loved him?"
no he didn't
she cried again, again and again
until the mental pain turned into headaches, heartache and end up vomiting.
apologize without a change is manipulation.
but she fooled herself that it's not manipulation and he might have a small room for her in his heart.
she almost give up being the girl who always beg for love and the toy type who always get used unintentionally or intentionally.
but oh,
but,
she just couldn't let him go.
so she let him use her or do anything to her
because she was going to leave this world soon anyways so emotions were nothing to her anymore, she became
a emotionless maniac toy
who he can love, use or throw away.
- pathetic maniac toy.
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The Unlocked Notepad.
Poetrytw// sa, ed & sh if you experienced any of these, i'm so sorry! all my messy thoughts might not be positive at all so think twice before you read my poems. i'm so happy and proud you are still hanging there, you deserve all the love, and you worth i...
