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tw// sh and ed

she was always worried about her friends
have they eaten?
or are they also starving themselves like me?
are they safe in their own house?
or did they also pretending that everything is fine?
why are they always quite so happy?
she wondered.
though she genuinely cared about her friends she was also quite jealous.
"why I can't be like them?"
"why I end up seeing the dark side of everything?"
she wondered.

but she cuts into her hips,
and cries until there was no tears left.
she applied eyeliner and mascara to hide her swollen eyes.
No one bothered about her mental health
until her body scars shows up as evidence.

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