ghostboys

twelve

the sunlight always made me feel warm and safe so when it was hitting my eyes this morning, it made me wake up in a good mood.

okay, that was really cheesy.

fuck that, i'm not in a good mood.

my fucking head hurts, my nose hurts, my back, my fucking spine.

i completely forgot vance was sleeping next to me so when i opened my eyes, i nearly had a heart attack when i felt arms wrapped around me.

i smiled at him.

shit it's tuesday.

why couldn't it be saturday?

i felt bad waking him so i somehow got out of his arms and headed for the bathroom. i closed the door and sighed, seeing how bad my nose looked.

it was all bruised and bloody.

yuck.

i took off my clothes and hopped into the shower. i found it freaky seeing all the blood at the bottom of the tub. was my nose still bleeding?

i finished and wrapped my hair in a towel then wrapped a towel around my body. fuck, why didn't i grab clothes before i got in the shower?

i quietly opened the door and walked to my closet, pulling out a pair of flare jeans and a white flowy dress shirt.

"hey you."

i jumped at the voice and dropped all my clothes but still had my towel on. i didn't drop that. (☺️)

i turned and saw vance. he was sitting on my bed, holding a photo album in his hands. my eyes widened and i snatched it from him, "why are you looking through my stuff?!"

"sorry." he laughed a little and laid back on my bed.

"i need to change. stay here and don't go anywhere." i said, as i picked up my clothes and walked into the bathroom.

after i changed, i brushed my hair and put light makeup on, only mascara. my nose started bleeding again so i grabbed some tissues and shoved them into my pockets.

i walked out of the bathroom, finding vance asleep again.

this boy.

i grabbed one of my pillows and began hitting him with it, "wake up!"

"hey! hey! stop it!" he yelled at me, grabbing the pillow.

"we have school and i need to somehow get you out of the house without my dad seeing you." i said to him as i put my jean jacket on. 

"i'll sneak out the window." he said, getting up and opening my window.

"are you serious?" i asked him with a laugh.

"very serious. i'll see you at school and if that bitch comes anywhere near you, i'll kill her." he gave me a quick peck on the cheek and then jumped out my window.

🧍🏼‍♀️

did he just do that?

i smiled and touched my cheek as i walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. gwen, finney and dad were all eating breakfast.

"who was here last night, allison?" dad asked, breaking the silence.

i froze and glanced over at gwen and finney who held worried looks.

"no one, dad. why?" i said, pouring myself some orange juice.

"im not stupid, allison. i heard you talking to someone, who was it?"