Stay with me/Yoonkook

Chapter 10

The first thing yoongi noticed when he looked at jungkook was how much weight he had lost. he looked so thin, his clothes barely hanging on his slim frame.

The next thing he noticed was his tired eyes. the way he was looking at yoongi like he was the last person he expected to see. and yoongi can't blame him. he never wanted to leave jungkook after what happened but his father forced him and he couldn't say no to him. but not calling and messaging jungkook was on him alone. there were no excuses, he just got busy but jungkook was in his mind all the time.

"where were you?" jungkook asked, his voice small. he sat at the foot of his bed looking up at yoongi waiting for him to answer.

"jungkookah I am sorry," yoongi said approaching the younger. when yoongi was too close, jungkook turned his face away, looking out of the window.

"jungkookah," yoongi said extending his hand but too afraid to touch the younger. jungkook looked so fragile like he could break.

"you don't get to pretend as if you care for me and then leave me alone yoongi," jungkook said still looking away but his voice broke.

"I'm sorry jungkook," yoongi said, guilt burning his insides. jungkook just chuckled sadly and looked into yoongi's eyes.

"you can leave yoongi" jungkook got up and went to bed, pulling the blanket over him. tears formed in his eyes but he subsided them.

yoongi couldn't do anything. he just stood there looking at the trembling of jungkook's shoulders. he hated himself but he can't force jungkook to talk to him. so he just left.

he entered his room and saw his mother waiting for him. he was not in the mood to talk to anybody but he didn't want to be rude.

"Mom?" he said gaining his mother's attention.

"oh yoongiah you're here," his mother said standing up. he had never seen his mother this serious.

"what's wrong mom?" he asked.

"I need to talk to you about something," his mother said.

"what is it mom," he asked, confused.

"about jungkook, yoongi ah," his mother said. worry took over yoongi's expression and his mother noticed.

"come sit with me" his mother took his hand and made him sit on the bed.

"mom what about jungkook?" he asked, a lump forming in his throat.

"He is not okay yoongi-ah he has been through a lot the last few days," his mother said looking at yoongi with sadness.

"What are you talking about?" yoongi asked his voice creaking.

so his mother told him everything that happened after he left. how jungkook stopped leaving his room. how he stopped eating. how he stayed on his bed the whole day staring out of the window. how she heard him cry himself to sleep every night. how one night he broke down in front of her and cried for hours in her arms. yoongi stayed silent, listening to every word his mother was saying. imagining in his mind how much jungkook needed him and how he was not there for him after he promised jungkook that he will stay by him. he didn't know he was crying until a sob broke from his throat.

"hy hy yoongi-ah don't cry baby." his mother said wrapping her arms around him.

"h-he needed me mom and I was not there with him. h-ow can I do this to him. he trusted me" he cried in his mother's arms.

"It's okay yoongiah you didn't know. and I took care of him, baby. he is getting better. he'll be okay" his mother said rubbing his back gently.

"I k-knew mom I knew he was not okay and I still left him alone and now he doesn't even want to talk to me" he sobbed.

"look at me yoongi," his mother said cupping his cheeks and wiping his tears.

"you're here now. go talk to him. he missed you yoongiah. he needs his husband. go take care of him" his mother said wiping his tears and smiling at him. yoongi gave his mother a sad smile and nodded.

"go freshen up now. I'll prepare lunch." his mother said and kissed his forehead.

"mom" yoongi said when his mother was about to leave. she turned around to look at yoongi.

"thank you for taking care of him," yoongi said with a small smile. his mother just smiled at him and left.

yoongi took a shower and changed. he went to jungkook's room but the younger was asleep. he walked inside and sat beside jungkook. he could see the dried tear stains on his cheeks. he gently sided his hair from his forehead and put it behind his ears.

"im sorry jungkookah. I should've never left. you needed me and I was not here. I'm sorry you had to go through all this alone. but now hyung is here jungkookah. hyung will take care of you. he will not let anything bad happen to you. he won't let anyone hurt you. I promise" he said as a single tear fell from his eyes. he wiped his tears and placed a gentle kiss on jungkook's head.

"I'll be here jungkookah I'll always be here," he said one last time and left the room.

jungkook opened his eyes and touched the spot where yoongi kissed him, he looked at the door wondering if yoongi knew how much he missed him. he wondered if he could tell yoongi how much he wants him to hold him in his arms like he did that night. but he did nothing he took the sleeping pills that were laying beside his bed and sleep took over him once again.

Hello people

thank you for reading.

so I'm thinking about turning this story into a book and changing its name because I somewhat changed the plot lol. I have only one story other than this in this book so I'll make a separate book for one shot and put it over there and convert this into a single book (if you can make sense of what I am talking lol)

I have a lot of ideas for this story I would like to make it a separate and long book.

please tell me your thoughts about it.

thank you for reading once again.

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