Stay with me/Yoonkook

Chapter 6

The whole car ride was silent. jungkook's eyes were closed and his head was thrown back on the seat. yoongi was driving, he kept glancing at jungkook, again and again, to make sure he was okay. yoongi was looking straight when he felt jungkook reach for his hand. yoongi's heart started beating fast at this action but he knew jungkook was drunk he didn't mean it. so he let jungkook take his hand and intertwine their fingers. yoongi could feel the warmth of jungkook's palm on his and how he was rubbing his thumb on the back of his hand.

they reached yoongi's house and yoongi helped jungkook out of his car. younger didn't let go of yoongi's hand. yoongi didn't mind. he didn't mind at all except that his heart was beating so fast that it could jump out of his chest. he calmed himself down and led jungkook inside his mansion.

jungkook has never been to yoongi's house. he looked around the house. it was slightly bigger than his own. he wanted to compliment yoongi that his house was beautiful but he didn't have the energy so he silently followed yoongi to the room.

the room was big and painted in dark colors. yoongi didn't say a word all this time he just let jungkook in the room hoping that the younger will let go of his hand now. but jungkook didn't. let go of his hand instead he fell on the bed taking yoongi with him. now yoongi was on top of jungkook with his eyes wide open.

"you can let go of my hand now jungkook," yoongi said looking at jungkook who had his eyes closed.

jungkook shook his head, pulling yoongi's hand on his chest and hugging it.

"let me get you some water jungkook, let go of my hand," yoongi said, this time a little softly.

jungkook shook his head again with a pout on his lips. yoongi sighed and gave up. he plopped down on the space beside jungkook in an uncomfortable position with his hand still n jungkook's grip.

"hyung" jungkook said after a few minutes of silence. his words were slurred. yoongi got up on his elbow and looked at jungkook who was already looking in his direction. his messy hair falling carelessly on the pillow, his eyes which more than just alcohol. there was pain, tiredness, nervousness and so much more.

"yes," yoongi said looking into jungkook's eyes.

"do you hate me?" jungkook asked looking yoongi in the eyes. yoongi was taken aback by the question.

"no," he said very quietly but jungkook heard him.

"then why didn't you ever stop your friends when they beat me?" jungkook asked, there was a pain in his voice, so much pain. yet yoongi stayed silent. what was he supposed to say? no, I never hated you I was just a coward. no, he can't say that so he just looked down and stayed silent. that's why he didn't notice when silent tears started falling from jungkook's eyes. only when jungkook's grip on his hand loosened, he looked up and saw jungkook silently breaking apart.

"you're just like them," jungkook said his voice breaking as he let go of yoongi's hand and turned to the other side. yoongi stared at jungkook's back. he wanted to hug the younger and comfort him but he didn't do it. instead, he got up and left, leaving jungkook alone, crying.

jungkook woke up in an unfamiliar room. his head was aching and so was his body. he got up and rubbed his eyes, looking around the room. there were some fresh clothes on the side of the bed and a glass of water on the bedside table. he got up, took the clothes with him, and walked to a door that he assumed to be the bathroom. he entered the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror. his face was a mess, his eyes puffy and his hair scattered. he took off his clothes and turned to look at his wounds, they were still fresh. he wanted to cry but he cried enough. so he just got in the shower and let the cold water burn his skin.

he got out of the shower but his head was still throbbing and his body was still in pain. he needed some painkillers. he got out of the room, looking around and walking aimlessly like a lost puppy. he saw yoongi's mom in the kitchen and approached her with a smile on his face.

"good morning Mrs min," he said smiling at the lady.

"ahh jungkook, good morning son" Mrs min said smiling at him.

"Coffee?" she asked jungkook.

"Sure umm do you have any painkillers Mrs min," jungkook asked nervously.

"drank too much last night?" Mr min teased him as she handed him a white bottle of painkillers and a glass of water. jungkook just let out a nervous laugh.

"Don't worry yoongi already told me," Mrs min said.

Yoongi

"What did he say?" he asked nervously.

"that you drank too much last night. he brought you home," she said.

"Oh," he said remembering last night. he can't remember much.

"here, your coffee. I'm leaving for the office. take rest okay" Mrs min said passing him his coffee and patting his hair lovingly.

"umm, Mrs min where is yoongi?" jungkook asked when Mrs min when she was about to leave.

"Oh, he is in his new studio. 3rd floor" Mrs min said and left.

jungkook took the painkiller and kept the bottle in his pocket. he picked up his coffee and roamed around the house looking at everything. the house was indeed beautiful. he didn't know when his legs started walking toward yoongi's studio. he reached the room and was about to knock when he saw that it was unlocked. he walked inside and looked around. there were various instruments all around the room. he thought that maybe he could ask yoongi if he could use his studio sometimes. he was looking at one of the keyboards when he heard the door open he looked around and saw yoongi standing by the door in a white shirt and his blonde hair messy.

"what are you doing here?" yoongi asked the younger.

"umm your mom said that you were here," jungkook said nervously. why was he nervous? he didn't know.

"And?" yoongi said raising his eyebrow.

"I just wanted to say thank you and sorry for last night," jungkook said looking down at his coffee.

"its okay jungkook." yoongi said. he didn't have the heart to say 'sorry that I left you there crying alone'. he just couldn't.

"I should go," jungkook said awkwardly looking at the door.

'no please stay' yoongi wanted to say but he just said, "yeah"

News spread in school that yoongi and jungkook were married and it pissed jungkook off. he hated when people talked about him and now he was the talk of the school. yoongi and jungkook didn't talk much at home. they slept in different rooms. The only person jungkook talked to at yoongi's home was yoongi's mom. jungkook liked her. he wished his mother was like her. loving and caring. jungkook didn't talk to his parents after the wedding. his mother tried to call him but he never picked up. his father never even tried. he didn't go to school. he just stayed at home overthinking, while yoongi spend his days as if nothing happened and it pissed jungkook off. jungkook tried from his side to make things better with yoongi but whenever he tried to approach him, he just got angry with him. it hurtrd jungkook a lot. more than he guessed. it was better when yoongi didn't know him. it hurt less

Yoongi couldn't face jungkook. he couldn't look jungkook in the eyes without feeling too much. so he took the easy way. he started ignoring jungkook without realizing how much he was hurting jungkook. until it was too late.