Stay with me/Yoonkook

Chapter 7

jungkook finally picked up his mom's calls after a month. she told him to come home and that she missed him. jungkook didn't want to but even after everything, he too missed his mom. he didn't tell yoongi that he was going house. yoongi was not talking to him so it was of no use telling him everything. he took yoongi's car and drove to the house.

when he reached his house he expected his mother to be happy to see him, she was seeing him after a month after all. but there was no trace of happiness on his mother's face. there was just guilt and jungkook knew. he knew that it was a mistake coming here.

"Why did you call me here mom?" jungkook asked coldly.

"It's good to see you, son," his mother said, giving him a sad smile.

"it's it?"

"son" jungkook heard his father's voice from inside. it was not good it was never good.

"it has been so long son" jungkook's father smiled at him, putting his arms around jungkook's shoulder, and led him in. jungkook didn't say anything he just walked in keeping his head low. his mother walked behind them wishing that she could prevent what was going to happen.

"go and prepare lunch for our son. I want to talk to him about something." Mr jeon said and led jungkook to his room.

(i don't want to write the full scene but yes jungkook's father beat the shit out of him. sorry for making jungkook suffer so much :( i love you gukkie :(

jungkook has been passed out for 2 hours. At this time his mother came and cleaned his wounds. his body was like a battlefield now, fully covered in scars and wounds. when he gained consciousness, he was on his bed in his old room. he didn't try to get up he just stayed there staring into nothingness. he didn't even want to cry now. he felt numb and so broken. to say that he had never thought about ending his life would be a lie, but that thought was looking so tempting right now. jungkook just wanted everything to stop. his pain. thoughts in his head. his heart. everything. he was wrong when he thought marrying yoongi will save him from his hell hole. nothing can save him. no one can save him. jungkook's eyes were dead now and so was his will to live. he was lost In his thoughts when his phone vibrated.

Yoongi
where are you?
can you come to the studio?

he didn't reply he just kept his phone face down.

when he finally got a little bit of his energy back. he got up and took his jacket to leave. he didn't even want to look at himself in the mirror. he knew he look dead. he walked out and saw his mom in the kitchen, she looked up. she seemed like she wanted to approach jungkook but she didn't. she just stood there looking at her son with apologetic eyes. jungkook walked out of the house and swore to never come back there.

he saw yoongi's text but he didn't have the energy to talk to him right so when he reached yoongi's house. he went straight to his room. he didn't bother to turn on the light. he just went inside and sat by the wall in one of the corners like he did when he was a kid. he stared blankly into the dark thinking about what would it be like if he end everything now. will anybody miss him? His mom and dad never cared about him. his husband? he hates him. Tae and jimin? yeah they'll miss him but they'll have each other they will be okay.

he took out the bottle of painkiller he brought from his house and stared at the bottle. he also found a lighter in his pocket. which also he brought from his house. no jungkook didn't smoke, he had that lighter for different reasons.

he flicked the lighter and watched the flame burn, the only source of lightning in the dark room. he was staring at the flame when he heard the knock on his door. he didn't answer.